Before I relentlessly rant nonsensical stuff here,
Can someone please remind me of the day today??
Its Friday right?
But why am I so tensed up?
Like my mind just couldn't be put at rest as I kept thinking of..
What I should do or should not do..
The tasks seemed to be reeling in my mind..
All the time!
When I say all the time..
I mean,
Once I got up in the morning,
Took my shower..
Decide if I should read something over breakfast,
(and perhaps choked myself and die straight=X)
Or I should make use of that blissful morning hour..
Recalling what did I manage to do the night before or the day before..
Here I am ranting as if I am actually out there working,
Worrying about nothing else but..
To get my tasks done..
Back to the day today,
I actually forgotten the day today..
And as I tried to get things organize,
The thought of the long weekend ahead for me seemed..
Uh..
Rather..appealing?
Urrgh!>.<
Anyhow,
I.
Am.
Just.
Rather.
Caught.
Up.
With.
Studying?
Whichexplainsthelackofupdates!=)
Or maybe I am just..
Not myself?
I don't know really.
Whenever I do my usual leisure reading..
My mind just switched off.
Just like that, "click".
And I am left there reading the same paragraph over and over again,
With my mind not in it..
But in other stuff like, Biology or Functions or my History.
Which is good right?
But no!!
Not for me..
I NEED to catch up with my reading..
It makes me feel not right not reading enough,
Besides my textbook>.< Not cool.
And whats worse?
I don't really understand what am I writing at times..
I mean,
I do know what am I doing..
But when comes to stuff like..
Writing a good piece of essay..
At times,
I find my brains shut itself off from me..
And it'll divert to other things that I managed to store in my mind,
Which is recently strings of diagrams from my Biology lesson,
Graphs from my Functions..
And uh..some facts from my History text book.
It frustrates me not having the right word flowing out of my mind..
Even some sentence seemed to be awkward when I read it..
Like it just didn't hit the right nail,
Since I am not using the right word!
Before this..
Without me realizing it,
Something will just occur to me and when I type it out...
It just make sense!
Like bingo!
Thats the thing that I am trying to tell my readers..
Instead of..
Uh..
What am I trying to convey to my readers?
There's a seminar..
Which I have to conduct after my break...
On Luther's Reformation..
*yawn*
I do wish I'll get cool topics like:
"Average Men and Women were Delighted at the Prospect of War"
(Andrew got that)
Or perhaps this super awesome topic to talk about which is the :
"Vindication of the Rights of Women"
I so so soooo wanna do that for my seminar instead=(
Tough luck eh?
I am the first to go..
And though I do know what is Luther Reformation all about,
Cummon!
I bet you guys know about it!
Since you some sorta learn it briefly back in your secondary school..
But talking about Protestanism, the papacy and the justification by faith..
Is so not nice..
Like..
Its a a lil tad too religious for me?
I am not trying to say that I am free thinker now or anything..
But those indulgences thing..
Are so..
Not engaging??
Like I can't really think of ways..
To..
Ah whatever!
I'll come out with something later..
But I still wish I get the chance to talk about something,
That I am passionate about=(
Like the Vindication of the Rights of Women..
I almost couldn't believe it,
When I got that topic to talk about for that seminar..
Which all of us havta conduct..
But who am I to say..
Which topic I should do or shouldn't do right?
It'll be a challenge..
But I can't help thinking how dull that topic is!
*wails*
=(
Then again,
I'll be able to work on that later=)
Since my lecturer said we can choose any historical event to write on later^^
I know I do sound so boring here right?
LOL!!!
I don't care!=p
History is fun anyway!
*grin*
Not that Biology is not..
Its not..
My cup of tea I guess..
But I don't mind diagrams drawing..
Ok, I shall stop it!=X
My OCD hits in hard these days...
No kidding.
Gotta get back studying..
Three tests up next=/
