Shitness!!
This is one of those sleepless nights again,
Where I don't sleep, cause I can't frigging sleep!!!
I miss being busy,
Being caught up with homework, assignments, and revisions..
Caught up with the time that seemed to fly whenever you are up to something,
With my lunch group,
Crapping about random stuff,
The randomest ever crap during our lunch break,
Dreading certain classes cause I am feeling damn sleepy,
And having a sucky lecturer who is a total bitch..
I am kidding about missing the feeling of dreading certain lesson,
And miss having sucky lecturer who is a total bitch..XD
I have approximately 2 weeks left or so before I go back to college,
For my second semester..
I can't wait to go to college!
Meet up with my mates!
To know who will be teaching me,
To know who are my classmates,
To go high for the sake of being high..
To listen to Mei Shan's lame jokes,
Lydia super loud voice,
Watching at Didi spazzing,
Jin bullying people around him,
Chloe blurring away..
And the list goes on and on..
I don't mind having breaks,
But this summer break is way too long,
I feel too comfortable,
To the extend that I think I should have something to study for,
But no, I have NOTHING to study for,
No assignments to think about,
No writings to do..
Except for updating this blog..
Not having anything to test myself,
To keep myself occupied,
Though I did quite a lot of reading most of the time during this break,
But still I am feeling rather restless about,
Not having stuff to fret over=__=
Besides my driving
I'm wide awake at night,
Most nights actually,
Cause I'm not feeling exhausted!!!
I might be complaining about having nothing to study for, assignments to do bla bla..
Trust me,
I'll shut this crap when I start going to college..Xp
Its nice meeting the people that I should meet this break,
Spending time with my mates..
But I feel a pang of loss..
As if I am jobless or something=___=
Soon enough..
I'll be back with my so called, "routine"
*scoff*
"Routine" indeed!
There's no routine when there's college..
I just can't find the right word alright?!"
There are stuff that I wanna rant here to be honest,
But I ended up ranting about how I miss college..XP
I guess I shall stop for now..
Gonna dig out something to read..
Till then...
PS: 3am! The unholy hour. And Felvin just told me a true ghost story on MSN. I need my cup of milo but now I am afraid to go downstairs and make one for myself>.<
