Everytime I stumbled across anything to do with you,
Even if its just a picture of you,
Or your name..
Man!
I feel like I've just been kicked in my stomach,
Or rather, there's still butterflies in my stomach..
Whenever I catch a glimpse of something,
That reminds me of you..
It is easier to put up with it now..
Much easier to hold back too..
But somehow,
I still miss you,
And at times,
It could be unbearable..
Yes I know,
I am an idiot.
I'll do anything,
Just not to be reminded myself of you..