Why do this hadda happen to me after a looong day!?
Indeed, I am typing this out FURIOUSLY when I am supposed to be in bed..
Yes, I am tired alryte!!
Like bloody tired and my eye feels heavy..
But dang it!!!!
Must I go to bed when I am this mad!?!?
I just don't fucking get your ways of wanting to bring me up according to how you want me to be!
Till when do you want to control my ways!?
In my writings I always write things like not having to meet the expectations of the world for you..
And I feel like a hypocrite when I pen them down..
But at the same time,
I can't help longing that...
I can stop trying so hard to meet your frigging expectations..
The reason I am still writing...
Its because it keeps me sane..