With a total of 846 posts,
And my first post in this blog was three years back,
(22nd January 2007)
Nope,
I've not stopped blogging,
In fact,
I didn't think of ditching my blog..
I just havta start all over again in a new blog..
Click here.
For the link to my new blog=)
See ya there
I actually have difficulty express myself here.
o.O
Yeah!
You can give me that look..Xp
There's too much happening today,
We had a seminar during our History lesson today..
And it was really good.
I liked what Neesha did for the Enlightment Period..
And there's this guy..
The guy who sorta has a heavy indian accent,
And I love teasing him for that..Xp
He did something on Issac Newton,
And I must say he did a good job in that..
Anyway,
The Enlightment subject is what attracts me the most,
Cause it sorta gave me answers to certain things that I've been thinking about..
Bout condoning or not to,
Moving out from your comfort zone,
Lazyness,
Cowardy.
That one question Neesha asked us,
Do you think we've reached the Enlightment Period?
Immediately,
A big NO pops out from my mind..
With so many ignorant people I've came across with,
People who doesn't want changes,
And always wanted to stick to the same old thing,
Authoritarian system,
Where we have people BLINDLY condone to what they are being asked to do..
It makes a lot of sense,
The discussion we had,
Earnest and I had a discussion about what our parents want us to do,
The old generation expects from us and stuff..
Then Mr Hanna point out that word,
Which is courage,
The courage to take the risk and be different,
People laugh at you if you are different,
They sneered at your views and claimed that its "too deep" for them,
If you are passionate about something,
For instance,
I am into the women right's thing,
So whenever I defended the women in distress,
There'll definitely be some contemptible person around me,
Telling me that I am just being "all emotional"
My question..
How is it that you express your own views around some people,
You are asked to stop being "emotional",
When the fact is,
Such things are not meant to bë "emotional",
But its just the bitter reality,
That A LOT OF THEM AVOIDED taking the responsibility to create an awareness for that,
Then again,
Its always refreshing to have a group of,
INTELLECTUAL BUNCH OF PEOPLE,
Who listens to what you got to say,
And share something of what they think with you,
Instead of dismissing you like that,
Claiming that you are being "emotional"
At times,
I just want to snap at such people,
Asking them to stop being ignorant and selfish,
And start thinking for others instead of themselves...
Yes,
People are selfish by nature,
And you can't change yourself,
But you can change who you want to be!
And the Amnesty International Malaysia gave a talk in my campus today..
I attended the talk,
Again, the talk had something to do with the discussion we had today..
So it kept me busy for a while reflecting on that subject..
I am still trying to grasp the idea that,
There are a lot more ignorant people out there,
To accept such people is what I should do,
But at times,
I can't help hoping that,
There'll be more people who,
Perhaps..
Learn to get out of their little world they live in,
Start looking at the world generally,
And make themselves a better person living in this world.
*shrugs*
Not sure if its just me,
But I've met a lot of them who,
Just doesn't like changes,
Changes is something that can kill them,
They don't wanna take the risk,
They conform and condone,
Then if there's people who rebel,
You became an outcast.
A conformist?
Or you just think that sticking to what you are being asked to do,
Is the safest thing to do,
Since you are afraid of moving out of your comfort zone..
Then what's the purpose of you living??
For the girls,
They probably look forward to marry, have children and spend the rest of their life with their family..
What about the guys?
They will be hunting for their eligible wife to be to spend the rest of their life with them, have children or perhaps marry another few wives..
I don't have a problem with girls who are all eager to marry and stuff,
Sure,
A lot of them believe in those sloppy kinda fairy tales way of living,
Have a family,
Children..
Get old,
Living happily with the other half..
YAWN!
No improvements will be made.
If people are all happy living like that,
Human rights will be ditched,
Or just not being mentioned at all..
Perhaps it wouldn't exist..
If we have more of such people around..
PS : Surprisingly it didn't take me long to relent these out here(only took me 15 minutes). Now I gotta get back to studying.
The noise outside is...
Can someone sue them for hosting such event here!?
Like seriously!!
CAN'T THEY FIND A EFFING HALL OR SOMETHING TO HAVE THAT SHYT!
Now I have to resume studying in the highest floor..
SHEESH!!!!
And to think I hate studying in other places at home..
ARRGH!
Uncivilized assholes!
*trying to refrain myself from screaming with glee and excitement*
PS : 3 minutes.
I,
Lynn..
Is..
To bad I don't have the time to actually celebrate this day,
Today is like any other normal day,
Where I attended classes,
With my tasks piling up for me,
Bluh!
I celebrated earlier anyway.
I shall think of happy stuff instead alryte?
Being legal means..
I'm a few years close to FREEDOM 21=)
I'll be able to buy alcohol on my own without going through a middle person,
Sex is legal=X
I can't think of anything else..
Ahhh!
I haven't gotten around making my birthday wish yet..
Screw that!
Back to my Biology..
Sigh..
PS : Oh yeah! Thanks for the birthday wishes=) If its not for those wishes, I wouldn't even realize its my birthday today..XD
Or perhaps,
Their minds are just screwed up..
Anyway,
2 days to go to my 18th birthday,
If its not for those constant super early birthday wishes,
I wouldn't be bothered being upset thinking about...
Not being able to have a proper 18th birthday celebration..
Know whats my ideal way of celebrating my 18th birthday??
Since its the day when I turn legal..
I wanna drink=)
And get a major hang over..
Which is not likely,
Since..
I have to go back to campus the next day=(
It sucks having your birthday on weekdays.
Sigh!=(
I shall resume studying.
Or last Friday..
But its this coming Tuesday,
Which is the 15th of September!
So don't start wishing me yo!!!
I don't feel all birthday-ish,
And I don't want to before the 15th!
I started receiving birthday wishes 4 days earlier now,
Like wtf!?
Anyway,
I just don't feel all celebrative for my coming 18th birthday,
No thanks to my parents=.=
This week is full of..
Nerve wrecking things..
Endless lists of tasks at the same time..
But when Friday came along..
I still can't breathe..
Knowing that I have loads to do over the weekends
Celebrated my early birthday yesterday,
Our actual plans yesterday were to have dinner together,
But the cake is out of question..
When we were fooling around,
The waiter brought the cake to our table...
And it just didn't occur to me that..
Thats a cake for me..=)
James the ghey=X
Lydia!
The ladies, from left : Me, Mei Shan and Chris
The dudes, from left : James, Zak and Jin
Today however,
Is my Parents Teachers Day..
The first lecturer that I want my mom to meet was my Functions lecturer,
Since I am the weakest in that subject,
(Not a surprise, its MATHS=___=)
She told my parents about me being a hardworking student,
And I just havta put in more effort into that..
Bluh bluh...
My Biology lecturer said the same thing about how hardworking I am and stuff..
I can't really remember much but she has good things to say about me anyway^^
Not that I am bragging.
After all that..
My parents spoke to my History lecturer=)
He told my parents that he liked my presentation yesterday,
And the usual comments..
I don't havta repeat them myself,
It makes me sound as if I am bragging=X
About the seminar that I had to conduct yesterday,
I was all nervous about it the day before,
And on that day before it..
I didn't practise.
Or I don't wanna make myself practise for that seminar,
Knowing that it'll be awkward,
And hell!
I don't know how am I supposed to start the whole thing..
Like how to get my classmates interested to what I am about to share with them,
What questions to ask in order to keep the discussion going..
Those questions were playing in my mind before that seminar.
Being the first to present,
Obviously, I didn't wanna start it off lousy..
It'll be such a humiliation!
Knowing its a 30 minutes seminar that I have to conduct,
It gets me all jittery thinking about..
The what ifs.
The what ifs that seemed to frighten me thinking about it was :
What if there's awkward silence from my classmates when I asked them for their feedbacks,
What if nobody listens to me, instead I'll find a couple of people here and their switching themselves off from what I have to say later,
What if my classmates find the talk not informative enough,
What if they don't understand what am I trying to tell them..
What if I don't have much to say and the talk havta end before the time given,
What if..what if..
So the whole day before that seminar that what if's thought seeped into my system,
The day comes..
And I know that I just havta get over that thing..
Mr Hanna asked who wants to present first,
Abruptly I raised my hand and told him,
Since I am the first in the list,
(Which is before Goldfish)
Why not Í do what I am supposed to do..
It was.
Pretty terrifying when I rant about my subject,
I was searching for any bored faces from my classmates.
No.
Not at all..
Goldfish, Jimmy, Earnest and the rest were listening intently..
I asked them questions..
I got the feedbacks..
The crucial questions..
Which I really need the class to talk about it,
To get the discussion going..
Were working successfully,
I began to feel my muscles relaxed..
As my classmates hands kept shooting up in the air..
To get a chance to speak.
I was exhilarated looking at their earnest faces,
When they share their thoughts with the rest of the class..
Mr Hanna was listening intently to our discussions too=)
Soon, I am conducting the lesson,
Like how Mr Hanna does most of the time..
Even those who hardly speaks during lesson,
Began to come out from their shell=D
It was an awesome feeling having my classmates sharing their thoughts,
Without hestitating much..
And I must say,
I am pretty proud of myself=P
Then it was Goldfish's turn=)
He did great too!
He made us laugh..
And shoot us with questions..
Kept us busy thinking and sharing our thoughts and all those..
It was fun.^^
I have a lot of thinking to do tonight,
To get my next tasks done..
As for those who had dinner with me yesterday,
Thank you so much guys!
I thought there'll be no birthday celebration again this year,
If its not for you guys..=D
Whats more,
I think my mom began to realize,
What are my weakness point and my strength^^
Its my turn tomorrow,
And I am the first to go..
Yes,
I am in a nervous wreck state right now.
To be honest,
I don't know why am I all jittery and nervous about it..>.<
Yesh,
I woke up in the middle of the night to get my tasks done=)
Just finished reading the last few pages of Ghost Girl,
That book is tad awesome larh!XD
Off to campus.
Have a nice day peeps
A week away from campus(10 days including public hols and the weekends),
Tomorrow,
I'll be back running.
This break,
Allows me to put some things aside and breathe,
I believe dogs have better life than I do when I'm back to campus,
Anyhow,
Reality will take over those hustle and bustle I came across with,
This break,
Though I did nothing much,
Except to catch up with my tasks..
And some of my friends at the same time,
But I really should get back doing something,
Productive?
LOL!!
I don't think I did anything productive this break of mine,
Besides taking my time off breathing properly..
But a week away from campus is more than enough for me actually,
I would want a longer break,
But after taking certain things into consideration,
I don't think I need it..=)
But October is up next,
And I am so looking forward to it^^
I know there'll be more surprises coming along my way when I am back tomorrow,
Those surprises keeps me going=D
Yes, I am ready to get back on the treadmill,
Running.
Yeap,
I've watched THE ORPHAN,
With Davy dearest=)
It was a last minute decision to watch that..
Asked my brother to watch that with me,
Not know that Davy will have time to watch with me today..
My brother, thought it was a HORROR movie..
Well I thought it is a horror movie..
It was a horror movie not till I watched it with my dearest^^
So since my lil brother hates watching horror,
I asked Way Wen..
And Way Wen has no balls so he couldn't watch that with me..
Shobz who stays nearby Aeon hadda go somewhere in the evening,
And Qusai too..
I called Davy,
Cause I've been having this nagging feeling in me,
That Davy might have time today^^
And I called her up..
HOLA!
Yesh! She has time for a movie today..
Note : I really really wanna watch that movie but some of my friends thought it is a horror movie so they are no up to it..
I must say,
It IS A MIND BOGGLING MOVIE=)
Like seriously!
Lydia was right,
She told me that the movie was awesome,
And yes, I've been wanting to watch that..
The satisfaction within me after watching it is ineffable!=)
It was really nice meeting Davy dearest again after AGES,
Since Bon Odori actually and that Karnival..
And we saw Wei Ting!=D
She'll be off to Japan soon..
And she PROMISED that she'll update us on Facebook^^
The Orpan isn't a horror movie,
Its more like a thriller and a murder sorta movie..
You guys should watch it if you haven't watch that,
Its incredibly good!
I like the murder scene most=X
After watching the movie,
I guess I really havta think twice about adopting a child next time,
Perhaps,
It'll do me good if I adopt my good friend's children instead.XD
Or the fact that I HATE MATHS so effing much?
So the figure below..
Are somewhat understandable..
But when comes to these :
I am fucked.
So..
I tried working on my Functions research..
To get our assignment done for that,
And yea..
There are things which obviously I should know,
Buthen..
There are SO MANY OF THEM..
Which makes me go :
@______@
Looking at those figures..
The ones above are just the basics..
There are more to go..
And I almost vomit my guts out looking through them!
Arrgh!
I don't get that shyt!!
Shoot me or whatever!?
I need out!
But there's no way I can do that!
I HAVE TO GET THAT SHYT DONE..
But what can I do when I don't get which is important..
Or what is understandable..
Figures like that are not words..
You can't manipulate them!
Like 1+1 havta be 2..
But words you can..
You can place, one plus one equals to eleven..
LOL!!
Damn!
I think you guys are confuse now..>.<
Pardon me=X
I just needa relent some stuff out here=p
I am feeling rather sadistic now for some reason=p
I wanna watch..
A good sadistic movie=D
The Orphan..
I wanna watch that crap so much!
But till today,
I didn't get to watch=(
So its FRIDAY today,
And it feels like Tuesday!
I thought its STILL TUESDAY!
I don't know why..
But I've been living like a zombie for the past few days..
With excessive caffeine in my system=X
She's finally a TEENAGER!!
Woooo hooooooooo!!
*jumps around excitedly*
She's the youngest in the family,
The most pampered and childish one!
The only one with such tiny eyes..
Notice the difference between my sister and I?
Well I guess the only difference is her eyes..
And her lips?XP
LOL!!!
She has such tiny lil eyes which cracks us up whenever she smiles..
Cause we can't frigging see her eyes when she smiles too broadly!Xp
She is the baby in the family,
No kidding.
We call her baby since the day she's born,
My cousins call her "baby"..
Regardless of their age!
(Even my cousins who are only 7 or younger calls her Baby)
Its a pet name she got from her siblings,
Which is obviously my brother and I...
We call her "Bee" for short..
But when she got annoying,
You guys should know how annoying the younger one can get at times,
We call her "Baby"..
Just like when your parents are mad at you..
They call you by your FULL NAME!
And that is when you know you are fucked.
Anyhow,
I didn't get along well with this brat of mine when we were younger,
We consistently argue over trival issue,
From wearing each other's clothes and jeans,
(We still do that you know)
(I can fit into all her clothes and she can fit into all my clothes)
Taking each other's accessories,
Just so you know,
That lil sis of mine..
She has loads of nice accessories,
Like really nice ones..
So I usuall steal no borrow it from her when I need them..XD
Unlike me,
She is quiet, shy and soft spoken when she's with her friends,
I am wild, loud, crazy, whacky, nuts and you name it when I am with people..
I love parties when I was her age,
I was the one who used to beg my parents to allow me to invite friends over,
And when I say FRIENDS..
I mean there'll be at least 8-10 or them...
My concept when I was a teenage,
(I am still a teenager, but a more mature one perhaps?)
The more the merrier..
As for my sister?
3 is a crowd..
*shrugs*
I love books..
I spend my allowance on books when I was her age,
Not nerdy..
But I love reading.
Everywhere I go to,
I have a book in my hands when I was her age..
She is the total opposite of me,
I have to NAG at her,
I repeat,
NAGGG at her,
To get her reading.
I have a library of books which I sorta forced her to finish them..Xp
But she begins to read now,
Like seriously reading and bookworming..=)
She's smart,
Like really smart!
She has good brains,
And she should know that..
She's creative..
Her art work is delicate, creative and just very nice to look at..
She sews, I don't..
When she was younger,
She loves girly stuff like..
Playing pretend with her kitchen set,
Dolls? Teddy bears...
She still LOVES teddies...
In fact she collects them=D
This year for her birthday,
She wants another set of teddies again..
Last year my brother and I got her a huge teddy for her birthday,
She sleeps with it..
Now you know why she's the baby in the family?
I was hot tempered,
Still am at home..
Nasty with my words,
But she's soft hearted,
And she wasn't the one to hurt people..
She might look fragile physically,
But mentally,
I know she's strong,
In the sense of maturity..
Well, she is still very childlike..
She's very attached to my parents,
She talks to my dad like how every lil children will talk to their parents,
She's lovable in many ways,
At the same time annoying when she needs attention..
In short,
I love her..
I used to argue with her over EVERYTHING and ANYTHING!!
I can NEVER get along with her,
Even before going to bed,
We used to have a tongue lashing session..
SERIOUS TONGUE LASHING!
A consistent war between us when we were younger,
Where one of us will end up in tears..Xp
Childish as it is..
It actually brought us together,
Closer in fact as we grew up..
Our age gap..
Mine and hers..
5 years apart..
I always thought our age gap make it impossible for us to get along,
But now,
Things are really different between us now,
She'll go on ranting about school,
And I'll listen over dinner,
(Since I only get to have dinner with her everyday)
Since she is in the same school as mine...
She knows some of the teachers who know me.
I know my lil brother is closer to her than I am,
Man if you put them in a room,
And not give them anything to do..
WHOA!!
A war will strike at home..
Most of the time with me yelling at them!=D
Happy 13th Birthday Bee!!!!!
You are old enough to know how you should behave!
GROW UP!!=)
PS : I finally had a LOOOOONG conversation with my bestie yesterday(till 7am in the morning!XP). Ahh! How I miss her!
PSS : One thing my sister and I have in common is our hair. She has that thick straight healthy hair
I am so not sleeping tonight!Xp
AWESOME PEOPLE I WANT TO MEET
- David Archuleta!!
- My bestie
- Barack Obama
- Michele Obama
- Jodi Picoult
- Torey Hayden
- Lenka
THINGS I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
- My family
- Internet
- Ice-Creams
- My Phone
- Music!
- Books
- Cash
I WANT
- My bestie back!
SONGS THAT I THINK ARE AWESOME(current)
:: All songs by David Archuleta
:: Falling for you - Colbie Caillat
:: Permanent - David Cook
:: Love Drunk - Boys Like Girls
:: Starstruck - 303 (I know some of you might find it annoying but that song sure is addictive!)
:: Down - Jay Sean
:: The Show - Lenka
RANDOM FACTS
>> I just love ice-creams
>> I still have my tortoise addiction in me
>> I am short and proud of it
>> I like getting my tasks done with the radio on
>> I always multitask
>> I love reading
>> I am very stubborn by nature
>> I am a night person, my day starts in the noon(I am a zombie in the morning)
>> Birthdays don't make me feel old..Xp
>> Archuleta is LOVE♥
>> I miss my bestie and I wish she is back=(
>> I force my dog to talk to me although I know dogs don't talk
>> I can't do nothing, I must do something even over lunch, my hands will be meddling with something or trying to ruin something..XP
>> People don't call me Stitchy-Itchy without a reason..XD
I tag...
YOU!=D
I am having my second cup of coffee now..
Back to work=X
Yes,
Another midget in crime..XP
Anyway..
She's being nice to me by tagging me..
Distracting me from my tasks=D
I am touched by her kind gesture of tagging me=')
Shyt.
That was lame=___=
Ok..
Back to her questions..XD
Four jobs I would stink at:
1) Being a mom - Thats the toughest job in the world! Having to put up with your
kidscrap, having to play more than one role at a time. Oh my. I kao tao all the
moms!
2) Police - LOL!! I probably will only chase after those rapist..Xp
3) Chef - I'll poison you with the food I cook for you
4) Tailor - I cant sew for nuts!
Four pretend nicknames I'm making up for myself:
1) Stitchy-Itchy
2) Lynnie
3) Stitchy Lynn
4) Wen Lynn(I love my name mind you)
Four movies I've watched over and over (and not fall asleep):
1) Freaky Friday!(I can never get sick of that movie)
2) Can't think of any
3) Can't think of any
4) Can't think of any
Four things I love to do on weekends:
1) Read
2) Shop
3) Listen to music
4) Have a nice company around?
Four alcoholic beverages I've enjoyed:
1) Vodka
2) Beer + coke (many thanks to Sonia the drunkyard)
3) Wine
4) Whiskey + coke/sprite
Its nice mixing alcoholic beverages with other beverages=) I wanna try one day with Ribena!=p
Four celebrities I would go on a big date with:
1) DAVID ARCHULETA!!! (Dóhhhh!!)
2) Hugh Dancy (deam! He's HAWT!)
3) Tom Welling=)
4) Penn Badgley
Four things I could not live without (excluding essentials):
1) Handphone
2) Internet
3) Books
4) Nothing else in mind?xP
Four of my favourite food:
1) Spaghetti
2) Scrambled eggs with cheese
3) Sushi
4) Tuna?Xp
Four places I would rather be right now:
1) My room?Xp
2) My bestie's place
3) The library
4) Somewhere abroad
Four people I'm mercilessly tagging:
1) You
2) Y
3) O
4) U
I am just..
Very very..
VERY CONFUSE right now.
Yesh!
No joke!
I am..
Have you guys been in a situation,
Where you have too much information at once,
And you are supposed to put pieces of them together,
But you don't know how???
I am tad close to crying out loud>.<
Cummon!
This task is a rather challenging task,
Its a seminar that I'll be conducting..
So when I am working on this..
Shyt.
Anyhow,
I am too lazy to write a review about that book.
There's just a lot going on in my mind..
And I needa stop and let things dwell into them..
