Have you ever asked yourself so many questions in your mind but you can't get them answered yourself?
Have you ever wondered why certain things are meant to be like how it is supposed to be though you expected something else instead??
Have you ever thought of something and you are unsure if it will ever come true???
Have you question why some people say things when they don't mean it,
or if they mean what they say?
I have.
And I just keep wondering,
But I receive no answer but a huge question mark.
There's more to that,
I guess that uncertainty makes me curious about what is next for me,
Cause I am still waiting for the answers to my question..
Way Wen just got back from Pulau Lang Tengah,
And I must say,
I am surprise to know that there are such beautiful beaches here in my country..XP
So much for Malaysia Boleh eh?
I'm thinking of going..
This break..
What do you think?
I have not plan anything for my break yet..
And the trip that my friends had been planning,
Didn't turn out good since DD hadda be back to Singapore, Emily will be back to China, Chole's parents don't allow her to go with us and Katherine will be out somewhere..
Which means there's no point of going..=___=
My lil bro will be off for his Tae Kwan Do camp for three days,
Mei Shan will be back to Ipoh..
And that means, everyone will not be around,
Except for Jin>.<
Besides having to finish off my 15 hours of community service,
I needa get my driving lesson done and go for my driving test,
Been delaying it for months and I haven't go around to finish off my lesson..>.<
To be honest,
I'm not even sure if I am looking forward for my "summer break"
There's something that I am still not satisfy with yet..
I was out for one whole frigging day!
Went to college this morning and spent my noon with my classmates revising for my finals next week,
I finally got my prom dress=)
A RED DRESS^^
The one I've been searching for ages=D
And a pair of heels..
Books from MPH,
And a few others..
All I know is,
I spend my two months allowance in two hours..=X
It feels like Sunday,
For some reason..
And it feels like my break..XD
Actually, I'm already having my break now..
I just needa sit for my paper on Tuesday before I'm off partying!!=D
Gawd!!!
No words could explain how fucking annoyed I am right now,
I just got back home from Subang not long ago,
Having to squeeze myself through the crowd in order to get myself back home,
I wanted to stay longer but I just don't get why on earth must my mom kept calling me on my phone when she bloody knows that I am meeting up my friends to do my revision with them!
I super hate it whenever I kept receiving calls from the same people asking where I am when I am clearly told them I am with my friends!
Yes, they are worry about me,
But cummon!!!
How old am I now?!
Plus its not like I am out clubbing or anything!!!
Fucking annoying!!!
Like I hadda rush back for dinner when I could always have mine before I go back home,
It really makes no difference whether I have my dinner at home or not..
It really annoys me whenever I hadda bring myself back home during the peak hour of the day,
Where the train WILL ALWAYS BE CROWDED with people,
And things will not be any better for you,
When your dad kept calling you on your fucking mobile asking you when will you be back!!
There's not a wonder why I am happy having no boyfriend to pester me about my where abouts,
Having a dad who can't help worrying about you when you are out really frustrates me at times,
Making you feel so ever small and so dependable.
I almost thought I wouldn't get to come back Klang,
And I was STARVING!
I still am..
Its way pass my dinner time,
And there's nothing at home for me to munch on..=_____=
You can imagine how annoyed I am coming back home after having to squeeze through the crowds(stinking crowds), being all sweaty, and thought of finding for your source of relaxation which is my laptop along with the videos I just downloaded on the net, OVERNIGHT and realize that IT IS GONE since SOMEONE BLOODY TOUCH YOUR LAPTOP WHEN YOU WERE AWAY!!!
My source my relaxation is gone like that and I hadda re-download the whole thing again and it'll take ages for it to load after that since the CONNECTION IS FUCKING NOT GOOD since last night!
Its Friday night,
And I am not only annoyed,
But am frustrated and restless too!
Indeed I can just grab a book and read,
But my brains are too tired for me to absorb anything that comes from reading,
Going to bed is my last resort on a Friday night..
Sheesh!!
If I fucking know who is the bloody one who touched my laptop when I was away,
I'm not only gonna screw them,
I might as well chop them into pieces!
I'm not gonna make life easier for anyone right now..
So what if I sound childish right now?
My First Semester..
Time flies!!!
Before I knew it,
I am done with my first semester!
I have a mixture of feelings within me as the days are numbered for my pre-u course,
Especially when I am in my end of my first semester,
Some of my friends will not be around when I go back to college for my second semester, since they will be graduating by then..
I'm blessed to be in this college and this course,
For besides learning,
Along my way, I know a lot of awesome people,
Who not only crack me up, but amuses me^^
I still remember my first memory of stepping into Taylors,
I was with Alyssa,
And the first new friend of mine was Lydia!!=)
And the first few people I hung out with was the people from my Maths class,
Till I find my way to my own group,
Where I found where I belong to..
My "home"
DD is my Chemistry classmate..
I asked her to join Emily and I for lunch on the first week,
After that we became permanent lunch mates=)
Jin Han!!
I remember that I used to be super intimidated whenever I stand beside him,
Since he's so bloody tall!!(saw the height difference?)
DD asked him to join us for lunch which is how we form our own lunch group..
And Jin was the one who brought Mei Shan into our lunch group after Jim stopped joining us for lunch..
The two people I hung out with most of the time in the beginning of my first semester,
Since I always have my break with them..
Pictures above was my first picture taken with my mates from college,
I hardly camwhore when I got into college,
Since I am always caught up with something else
I DREAD my Maths lesson!!
Like seriously dread it!
Maths lesson is my first lesson every morning,
And it is a no wonder that Maths lesson is one of the reason for me to dread waking up in the morning to go to college!XP
I had a sucky maths lecturer,
And I find myself quite lost at times during maths lesson,
Sleepy too on the other hand..
And I am always the first one to be in class!!!
I have proof below!!
Hence,
I'm not in the group class picture with my lecturer in it..
Actually, I am not in any of the group picture..
Cause for one thing,
I hate my maths class...
Though I am alryte with the people in it..
But gee man!
Maths lesson is for the dead!
English class!!
I enjoyed my English lesson with Mr Wise!
His name explains everything,
Mr. WISE,
He is very wise indeed,
He is like our father in college,
Our teacher,
Our mentor(well he is my mentor),
Someone whom I look up to and respect,
Mr Wise class is where I know friends from everywhere,
Locally and overseas,
And it is the class which help me in my personal development,
Most of all,
It is his class,
His tasks given to me..
Which helps me to find myself,
To know what I want to be,
To know what am I,
To regain my confidence in what I am passionate about,
And for that the word, "thank you" is not enough to thank Mr Wise,
My classmates from my English class!
This is the class,
Where I managed to know and speak to..
Most of my classmates..
The blacks..XP
The dudes..
The babes!
Chemistry class is fun!=)
I enjoyed my lab work with Valerie and Justine...
And Yvonne(she was my first lab partner and the first person I sat with in Chem)
Chemistry class is also,
Scary at the same time..
Cause whenever I find myself lost in some of the things Mr Meyer said,
I'll be like, "Oh no!!! I'm fucked!"
But Mr Meyer is always there to answer my strings of questions for him..
And tutoring me when I need it..Xp
Justine, me and Valerie, my lab mates Caroline(my English and Chemistry classmate) Guan Chen
If its not for Mr Wise, I wouldn't notice his presence in class..Xp
He was my group mate in my English class,
He played his role as Willy in our Death of the Salesman play,
And he is from Kuching
Eric(my English and Chemistry classmate),
He is from Johor
He's the one I'll turn to if I need help for my Chemistry,
He's a "gentleman"*cough*
Lucas(my English classmate and my group mate),
Another guy who questioned me about my say about Women Rights..Xp
He's from Ipoh..
Jim(my English and Chemistry classmate and my former lunch mate)
He's from Indonesia, Jakarta
And he was the one who could impersonate Mr Meyer really well!XD
"Justine you are against my order. You are no longer qualified in SCH4U. And for Lynn, the solution for final exam has been posted to BB7 in Course evaluation. You guys are dismissed..."
"I told you before Justine, Mr.Meyer's order is absolute... feel sorry for you. Next sem, check ur NN7 more frequently ok? Im afraid you're gonna retake chemistry.."
That conversation is extracted from, here
Sumaiya(I don't know how to spell her name)
She's my English classmate,
And she I worked with her as a group before..
I think she was the 3rd group I work with in English class,
Along with Issac and Lucas..
She's from Tanzania
Kimberly(my English classmate)
I managed to spoke to her when I was on my way to the train station alone,
And I saw her with Justine in KFC so we spoke..
Issac(my English classmate),
He could be annoying when he doesn't wanna believe the truth,
He always tries to go against my views and usually got himself defeated in a debate,
I worked with him TWICE as a group,
He was in the first group I am in along with Jaya and Jim,
And he in another group of mine(the 3rd group) along with Sumaiya and Lucas..
But he's a nice guy to be honest,
Only thing is,
I feel damn "manly" whenever I am sitting next to him!>.<
Hannah(my English classmate)
She's in her second sem now, which means, she's graduating soon!
A very quiet girl indeed,
I worked with her as a group along with Jaya and Emily..
Justine(my English and Chemistry classmate)
She's my lab mate too!
She's in her second semester right now and she's gonna graduate after this!
Oh no! I always can't seemed to remember her name,
Though she was the girl whom I always smile to,
And randomly chat with along the corridor or whenever I bumped into her,
Yee Ming is her name..
She's a music person,
She can sing, play the piano,
A nice person..
The one whom sat next to me during the prize givin ceremony..
Emily(my English classmate),
And my elder sister..
She's 20 this year(actually she just turn 20)
She's from China,
She was the first person I had lunch with in college,
Second person I get to know in English class,
My lunch mates and we usually had our Friday outings together..
She's going back to China next month to further her studies there for a few months before she to Australia,
And I am so gonna miss her!
Jaya(my English classmate)
I worked with her twice as a group along with Jim and Isaac for the first time,
The second was with Hannah and Emily..
She was the first person I know in my English class,
And she was the first girl I sat with in my English class..
Joanna!!
She's from Tanzania,
Worked with her as a group along with Jim and Chen..
You think I am a camwhore??
You'll change your mind after you get to know them..
This three bunch of girls,
They are from my maths class,
Vee Vien, Karven and Sarah,
They always camwhore in the morning,
And anywhere they go together..Xp
Vee Vien(my Math classmate)
Belongs to Sarah and Karven's group..
Super tall girl..
Sat next to me at times..
Geetika and Alex!!!!
Geetika is from my Chemistry class,
A real crack!XD
Alex is from my Maths and Chemistry class,
Another crack..
Both are nuts in their own ways..
Kugan and the two Punjabi twin brothers!
They are from my English and Chemistry class..
Their hobbies,
Not attending classes, go out in the middle of the class, have maggie cup noodles during Chemistry lesson..XP
Jagdeep and Jagpreet(I don't know how to spell their names)
These are the two punjabi brothers whom I can't differentiate till the end of my first sem..
One of the sat behind me in Chemistry class,
But I can't tell who is who and I only know their names..XD
Jia Shen(my Maths classmate)
Yvonne calls him a Panda and I think he looks like one..
He will sit next to me during maths lesson at times,
And I usually share his maths text book with him..XP
Karven(my Maths classmate),
Well, I can't say that I am close to her,
But we do talk about random stuff in class..
Sarah(my Maths classmate)
She's super talented,
That's all I can say about her..XP
She's a Malay by the way though she looks super chinese!
Last but not least,
My favourite people in college!!!
The ones I have my lunch with and hung out with,
I do hope we'll be able to have lunch together again..
Only thing is,
Emily will nto be around in my next semester=(
Lydia..XP
Jin the pimp who is always surrounded by "his bitches"
Me and my sisters, Mei Shan and Emily!=) The rocker DD and I
I enjoyed my first semester
And I know,
In my next semester,
I'll have more reading to do..
Besides having to revise more often