I woke up today with a heavy heart,
Perhaps that is why I find it hard to breathe today..
My knees are numb and wobbly,
There's goosebumps all over me..
Today, is my RESULT DAY!!!!
*gasp*
However, I did not skip college just because of that..
I attended classes like always,
Only thing is I find it super hard to concentrate with all that in my mind..
When I stepped into my class,
I couldn't spot Karven anywhere(Karven is always the earliest to reach college)
I was the ONLY ONE IN CLASS THIS MORNING!!
I thought nobody will be attending Maths class today..
But Sarah, Karven, Jia Shen and the rest came at the same time=__=
First lesson was alryte. Managed to get my mind off my unknown results though. Just because its only 8am in the moring and results will be out at 10am I feel less nervous about knowing how did I fair in it.
English lesson was when I started to freak out and during Chemistry lesson is when I began to get super terrified of the things that I'm bound to know. Well, Geethika got her results through the phone. Her dad collected her results for her and she got 9A's? My classmates started asking me about my results and I can't give them my answer just yet for I haven't got my results yet.
The waiting KILLS I tell you!!!!
I mean, having to wait till your class ended for you to know your results can really kill you!>.<
When most of them around you got to know their results and you are still clueless about what you got makes things even depressing!
I can't seemed to keep my mind on what I am doing during Chemistry lesson..
And I can feel the atmosphere in the class today,
The tension and the anxiety..
From the former form 5 students..
While waiting for my dad to pick me up from campus,
I hung out with my lunch group..
Oh yeah! That reminds me,
May Shan got 11A's for her SPM!=)
Good job May Shan!!!^^
I was filled with anxiety by lunch hour and I couldn't eat a shyt!
However, my lunch group managed to take my mind off for a while by talking about the randomest stuff.
It cracks me up really!
We come out with nick names for each other..
And think of animals which resembles us of each individual in the group..
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The moment finally arrived..
About 3pm..
My dad left home, we pick Li Shia from her place..
She looked super nervous and her face explains everything bout her fear and her anxiety. Davy joined us to redeem our results too..
The school was empty when we walked in..
The afternoon session girls eyes were piercing right at us as we walked pass them...
It feels WEIRD walking in my high school..
It has been so long since I went back to high school and everything is still the same?XP
Anyway, the first teacher I saw was my previous BM teacher,
Can't remember her name though..
I was shaking all over when I retrieve my results from her..
I didn't dare to look at my results...
And my BM teacher was counting the amount of A's I got..
I couldn't take it and I ran outta that place to get Davy..
I was SUPER TERRIFIED but at the same time,
I HAVE TO KNOW WHAT I GOT!!
And guess what?!
I didn't achieve my target of 10A1's and 1A2..
But, I managed to get the A's for the subjects that I am doing for my future course..
And B's for the subjects which don't come handy for me after high school..
You guys can basically guess which subject I got a B for anyway..XP
To sum it all,
I got 9A's(2A2's for my Biology and Add maths) and B's for my Physics and EST!!!
Physics has been my worse subject since my high school days..
NEVER LIKE PHYSICS!!
And HELL! Of course I'm not doing anything to do with Physics now=)
As for EST, I am quite upset with what I got...
Cause I didn't expect that really,
I expect an A2 or an A1..
But after what I heard from Ben and my few other friends,
I couldn't be bothered bout what I got for my EST..
Though, it'll be damn good if I got a A2 for my EST which will make such a HUGE difference. Cause I'll be able to achieve that bloody target of getting 10A's instead of 9A's though its not all A1's!
I am relieved!
Delighted with what I got..
Though its not as good as those who got STRAIGHT A'S!!!!!
But seriously, for those who got straight A's I really hadda congratulate you guys,
However, for those who didn't manage to achieve their "target" for their SPM results, just one thing you gotta remember,
SPM IS NOT EVERYTHING YO!!!
How you fair in college in university is what matters!
Sure you can say that since you managed to get all the A's you want for the subjects that you are planning to do later..
Hold on there!!
Just think,
Will your SPM results determine your future??
If your answer is yes, then I think you should figure out a way to die without agony then..*shrugs*
I guess my mom is kinda disappointed with what I got..
Basically what I got for my EST..
But for me to look at the bright side,
EST is useless for me not since I am not doing anything to do with that later..
As for Physics, I know very well that is my weakest subject and I L.O.A.T.H.E PHYSICS!!
I got the A's for the two sciences which I really thank the great Lord for that..
I am not ashame of what I got or how I fair..
Cause for now,
My results will be a HISTORY!!!=D
I've spill them here(what I got for my SPM)
You guys can compare your results with mine for all I care!
For now, I'm off to get my things done!!!!
PS :This is for Davy dearest, she has been my pillar of strength since the day I knew her. For her to be with me when I took my results meant a lot to me! Thank you Davy!! And to Shia, she's been the one who kept me going all these while. Lurve ya babe!
