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No effing maths lesson!

Monday, March 30, 2009 / 8:19 AM

Yesh!!
No effing Maths and Data Management class today!!!=)

In other words, no lesson for my first period!

What an awesome way to start off my week!!!^^

Since I'm done with my Maths assignment(without the help of my group members)

While the rest of my classmates are up to last minute work now..

I am here blogging and checking my inbox=D

Only thing I hadda worry is the presentation slides..

Hopefully the person I assigned to do the slides will be able to do them on time..

Sigh!!

Its really frustrating when you have your members throwing the workload to you..

Finding reasons whenever you need them to do something..

Guys..*disgusted*

I was half way drifting off just now before the lesson begins..

I jolted up when I heard that there's no lesson for the day..

Now I am awake..

Or not=__=

I am currently in the library furiously hammering on the keyboard..

I think I'll take a short nap somewhere here..

Have a nice day!

Darling Archuleta

Sunday, March 29, 2009 / 10:42 PM

Yesh!!!!
Darling Archuleta will be coming to KUALA LUMPUR!!!!

I am still trying to figure out how to win the passes to meet him!>.<

Darn it!!

I so wanna meet him!

Performing live right in front of me!

Can anyone help me with it??=(

Labels: David Archuleta

DONE!!!! At least for now

/ 5:33 PM

*Let out a sigh of HUGE RELIEVE*

I am finally DONE with my assignments!!(at least for now!Xp)

Hell yeah! I feel damn good bout it!!*grin*

As for the "judgement" day..

I am not gonna bother thinking bout it for now..=p

Edited..

PS : I don't mind girls depending on me(really I don't), but if you are a guy and you want to depend on me, you can piss off. Call me a sexist cause I am!

My week and Friday nights

/ 3:41 AM

This week was ONE CRAZEEEE WEEK!!!
From tests, quizez to assignments..
I am sleep deprived and it doesn't help much when some trashes just make it worse for me.

The other day(Thursday) I was stuck in campus till 6pm..
Supposed to walk with Jin to the station but it poured like crawp!
Lydia, Mei Shan, Jin and I stayed in the library to get our homework done..
Mei Shan is supposed to revise for her Advance Functions test..
Lydia was watching a video on the computer..
I managed to complete my Chemistry homework!!
We were FREEZING in the library!!!!
I wish Emily was around..

Cause damnit!!!

Those assholes ganged up against me!!

EVEN MEI SHAN!!!!>.<

But she wasn't an asshole, she was influenced!!

What happened was..

Jin, asked me a question and I didn't wanna provide an answer to that question..

And Lydia kept pestering me to answer that question..

Mei Shan was the one who started it actually!!!

She asked Jin a question and well, he explains it to her..

Then he asked me that question which well, I find myself hesitating whether to answer him or not..

So when Jin's "best friend", Jojo asked him to help him with his assignments,

Lydia kept pushing me to answer that question and threatened to treat me as an invisible if I am still reluctant to answer that question..

And I didn't wanna answer her..

So she did like she said..

Ignored me=__=

Along with Mei Shan and when Jin comes back looking super blur joined them..

It was TORTURING MAN!!!!!

Like I was there and they were ranting on and on about me!!!

Like, "Where is Lynn?" "She disappeared when I asked her something, how rude!"

And when I asked them to stop it they were like, "I think I heard voices but I don't know where is it!" "Someone hit me!! OMG!!! This library is haunted!!! No wonder I am feeling so cold now!!"

They finally gave up..

With me getting super annoyed at them..=__=

Lydia said the librarians will ban me from going into the library next time..

With a sign of my face and a slash across it..

And Yoda??(WTF?!)

If Emily didn't leave early, they wouldn't do that=__=

At least I think so..

Cause I won't be the only target for Lydia and Jin..(assholes)

On Friday,

Went out for dinner with Emily and Mei Shan..

Jin couldn't join us cause he is working!!!!

We had dinner in "Sushi Groove" a Japanese restaurant in Sunway Pyramid,

The place where Jin is working at..

And Zack is working at the same place along with Jin..

Mei Shan and I spent our time "stoning" at the bus stop while waiting for the bus..

It started to pour so heavily that we had no choice but to take the cab to Sunway Pyramid..

We were drenched(sorta) when we finally find ourselves a cab..

While waiting for Emily, Mei Shan and I hung around in Pyramid..

Trying not to do anything which might appeared to be embarassing..Xp

Snapshots!!!

Super love the last picture...Xp

Hahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!

The rest of the pictures is with Mei Shan..

Will be posting them in Facebook..

Yesterday,

Li Shia and I spent our morning with the Myanmar kids!!!!

It is some project that we came out with,

A temporary one I think..

Or not?

Anyhow, my morning with the kids was AWESOME!!!

I never like kids..

And surprisingly, I seemed to get along fine with them today..

They call me, "Teacher Lynn"

or "Teacher!!!!" if they cannot remember my name..

I had trouble communicating with some of them..

Cause they don't understand English or Bahasa well..

And I find it REALLY hard to remember names..

So when I asked the kids for their name they told me theirs,

And later, I asked them again..XD

Hahahaha!!

I don't mind them not remembering my name cause I can't remember theirs,

I don't mind them calling me "teacher" though I prefer them calling me a "big sis" instead..

I was the leader for the "Monkey" team..

I play myself silly when I was with them..

Played football with the guys,

Netball with the girls...

Police and theif with the lil ones..

And basketball with them too..

I was pretty sunburnt after the whole thing..

Today,

I am trying to keep myself sane..xD

Parasites

Saturday, March 28, 2009 / 4:19 PM

Right,

So you say you have this and that to do..

Places to go to..

Well..obviously you need your social life too..

And I don't have a social life, I don't have assignments to complete..

Or even for me to revise for my test or quizez and catch up with my daily lessons..

*rolled eyes*

I have my assignments which is due this week too..

And NEXT WEEK

If I could finish them by sacrificing my bed time,

my outings or my time for me to indulge myself in books I don't see why can't you?

I not trying to tell you to sacifice your bedtime or what shyt,

But YOU KNOW THE CONSEQUENCES OF NOT HANDING IN YOUR ASSIGNMENTS ON TIME!!

So, you choose to depend on me cause I am the so called, 'hardworking' one?

I am the one who are able to find all the time in the world to finish off everything for you?

And all you do is to be a fucking parasite while I hadda do anything, ANYTHING at all to meet the dateline..

So what if you DON'T CARE BOUT YOUR GRADES!?

So what if you DON'T CARE BOUT SCREWING UP YOUR PERCENTAGE OR MAINTAINING IT?!

But you know what!?

I fucking care about my progress,

I fucking care bout my grades and me maintaining my percentage and even IMPROVING IT

And I fucking care about me doing everything and you guys just being a parasite!

You have your assignments to do and you too have your dateline to meet..
And its all very very close to each other, in fact I know that our dateline are close to one another..

So why is it so when I can meet my datelines, and at the same time, spare a lil bit of time for my friends..besides catching up with my lessons..but you cant?!

Or is it the fact that you need to depend on someone?

Gawd!!!

When are you guys gonna grow up or even start to think?!

Ok, perhaps I don't care bout how you live your life,

Since I am not as pathetic as you are being so dependable on girls to get things done for you!

All you have to do is ask me the same old question which I managed to memorize by heart when you come up to me,

"Hey have you done your assignments?"

"Hey have you done your homework?"

"Can I have a look at yours?">

Do you deserve to have a look at what I did when I know very well that you didn't do yours and you wanna plagarize my work..

I MIGHT BE SMALL IN YOUR EYES...

BUT I DON'T HAVE A BRAIN LIKE YOURS WHICH IS A SIZE OF A BLOODY PEA!

Grow up will you!?

Stop being so selfish!

I have my life too and I am super sick of you depending on me...

Lessons learnt or my observations:

Guys have been super annoying and dependable these days, immature and conceiving..lazy and hopeless..

Its a FACT not a MYTH..

ACCEPT IT!!

Live with the fact,

unless you wanna start changing..

End "Corrective" Rape of Lesbians in South Africa!!!

Sunday, March 22, 2009 / 3:17 AM

I am BEYOND MIFFED to discover this :

A new ActionAid report describes the shocking rise of "corrective" rape in South Africa - in which South African lesbians are being raped in an effort to "cure" them of their sexual orientation. Support groups in Cape Town say they see 10 new cases of "corrective" rape every week. And it's even more widespread around the rest of the country.

Many perpetrators of rape already go unpunished in South Africa, but the situation is even worse for lesbian women. Indeed, 31 lesbian women have been murdered in homophobic attacks since 1998, but in only one of these cases has there been a conviction.

Although South Africa's constitution recognizes rights of gay and lesbian people, its legal system does not view crimes committed against gay and lesbians on the basis of sexual orientation to be hate crimes. The South African legal system must recognize "corrective" rape as a hate crime in addition to a rape in order to establish a greater punishment for this brutal and widespread act of sexual violence. Urge South African President Kgalema Motlanthe to deem "corrective" rape a hate crime!

Girls, I know some of you might appeared not to be bothered about that incident cause it fucking didn't happen to you right!? Yes, yes I understand how SELFISH and SELF ABSORBED some of you can be. But what happened to those South African women out there, do portray the fact that there's still NO EQUALITY when comes to gender issues.

For one thing, we are living in the world where lesbians and gays are well accepted by most of us. Some of you might be homophobic or appeared to pursue that "anti-homo" theory and that's your problem for not being so narrow minded on such gender issues. Back to the "corrective" rape thing. Have you ever thought of why gays are not being killed or raped to "correct" them?! To make them straight? Or even to get them liking women instead?? When women, who are not straight got killed and rape to make them pursue men instead.

What I am trying to say is, its is really up to them to pursue what they want in life and decide who they want to be!

Everyone has an identity. Nobody has the right to take it away from us. Imagine everyone appears to be the same in the context of the same characteristics, thoughts, or attitudes wouldn't the world be so blunt and dull!? Everywhere you go, you see someone similar. And same goes to those women who well, appeared to be not straight since they prefers women to men. For those men to decide and to correct those women who know who they are and willing to accept the fact that they are not straight is what I say, they are crossing over the limit of human rights.

Yes, fuck whoever who still thinks that there's no such crap like, bloody HUMAN RIGHTS or EQUALITY in this world. Yes, there's no such shyt last time, till Thomas Jefferson came out with his Declaration of Independence stating that ALL MEN ARE CREATED EQUAL!!

I am beginning to feel that I am blabbering here..

Let me get to the damn point,

There's definitely an unfairness going on there, and I do hope you girls or guys if you appear to care to do something bout it. If you are still living in your little world where everything is about you you and fugging YOU, just piss off and leave my blog cause this post is not for you!

Whoever you are if you have the heart or you do care..

Please, I beg you to sign up for the petition here

The world needs more of concern people who are not so full of themselves..

PS : Those sanctimonious bastards out there if you still think that you can decide how we wanna live, you are so wrong! Look at yourself before you dare to decide our ways of living our life.

Why?

Friday, March 20, 2009 / 11:15 PM

I wish I know what I right to do in order to get you talking to me..
Opening up to me..
Don't you trust me enough?
Or maybe cause I don't show you that I care enough for you to open up to me?
Is it because of the fact that I am hardly around for you to turn to?

Or is it just our nature not to open up much..

Reporting from my room

/ 2:51 AM

Reporting from my room, in the middle of the night..

I am still wide awake trying to finish my thesis..

I am stucked!>.<

Shyt.

I need inspirations!!

Like blogging is gonna help me to get those inspirations I want..

I mean, I am having trouble finding the right words to express what I wanna put in that thesis..

Fark.

However, my assignments actually kept me sane..

What I mean is, it keeps occupied most of the time during my break..

Not forgetting my get together with my high school mates!

I've been spending my evenings with Sarlini and Davy^^

Yesterday, we(Davy, Sarl, Nat, Jas, Varin and I) managed to meet our Chemistry teacher in modern...

It was great meeting our teacher again after so long!

I can't decide which get together was the best so far..

I met Liza the other day when I went to some event with Davy and Sarlu..

It was like a gathering for us former Form 5's!!

Like back in high school again..

Met most of my tuition mates, high school mates..

Teressa, is being her usual self..

Liza too and Thanu and Rubini!

Supper with Davy and Sarlu was a BLAST yesterday!xP

We came out with our ideas of setting up a mamak stall among us..

Jas will be making roti canai and eating them. So when the customer got their canai's, it is half eaten..

Nat will be eating all the sambal when she serve the food..

I'll be throwing canai's at the customer while Shobana will help me to catch them if I didn't manage to aim at the right customer=__=

Davy will be writing down orders at one corner of the stall,

Sarlini will force the customer to order roti canai kosong since it is the easiest to prepare, "Ey, order roti kosong la! Very easy to make what!" or "You are so fat, eat capathi to better."

Then Sonia(that reminds me, I haven been in touch with that monkey for ages!)..uh..I can't remember her role in our mamak stall anyway..Xp

We laughed so much at what we came out with..

That I couldn't finish what I ordered..

Thanks to Sarlini who started giving us an idea of coming up with our own mamak stall!

Ah well, I'll be off to college very soon..

I am excited in a way..

And most of them will be starting college soon..

Which means, all of us are gonna be so occupied so soon!!

Coffee is my best mate now..

Been drinking it almost every night when I need to stay awake..

Now, back to what I'm up to..

Pardon my crap here..Xp

The past few days seemed like a dream to me..

Like I'm back to high school again..I mean the feeling of being in high school all over again is there..

It was nice in a way..

But..I gotta get back to reality man!

Smack me if I'm still not in the current life I am in now..>.<

Time off blogging..

Tuesday, March 17, 2009 / 11:54 PM

Taking my time off blogging,
Gawd! I miss my lunch group already!>.<
Mei Shan will not be back till Sunday,
DD probably go back to her hometown in Singapore,
Lydia..hrm..I am not sure where is she,
As for Emily, I do hope I'll be seeing her this Friday..
Jin Han is busy with his model hunt thing,

Whoever who know him, vote for him this Friday alryte?(Jin better give me credit for me helping him to get more voters..XP Just kidding! I am doing this as a friend!) Even if you don't know him, you already know him through me!xP

My assignment progress?
I think..er..its going good I guess..

I am worry about my writing assignment for I have loads in my mind to write about in that assignment and I am already in the third page now! What worries me now is, I am only writing about my first point, and I have so much to elaborate on and I am already on my third page for that writing assignment. If I don't stop myself, I'll probably come out with a novel instead of an essay. Oh no!! Plus the time!! I don't have much time left though I have another 4 days or so to finish them. I do have my other assignment to get started with>.<

I have not start a crap for my journal entry=__=

Instead of trying to get them done one shot by doing a few of them at once, I think I should concentrate on one tasks for I know I'll get confuse if I try to finish everything one shot.

I do hope by God's grace I'll be able to keep my mind to myself for now..
Its a good thing that I have a week off from college this week..
Though it suck having to lock myself indoors to get my tasks done!

I know by now some of you, former Form 5's are busy getting ready to go to college and some perhaps are still trying to make up their minds on what they should do after this, good luck with that! For those who will be going to college soon, HAVE FUN!!! And for those who wants to further their studies in Form 6, uh..I can't possibly say have fun cause you guys will be turning back to the same old education system, but I shall say, good luck with that!

Till then..

I DEMAND FOR EQUALITY

Monday, March 16, 2009 / 12:41 PM

I DEMAND FOR EQUALITY!!!!!
Sometimes, I do wonder,
Where is the existence of equality in this damned country!
Sue me for I couldn't care less!!!!!!
FOR I STILL WANT EQUALITY HERE!!!!!!

For some people who live such a screwed up life(pathetic assholes)
They don't deserve certain things..
For some people work for what they want,
Those assholes just waste their precious life screwing up everything in them,
And later expect for help which I DON'T THINK THEY DESERVE IT!

I'm still not giving up..
I know He knows what is best for me

What a weekend!

Sunday, March 15, 2009 / 10:54 PM

I had so much fun yesterday!
Went for a movie with Shia^^
Watched Marley and Me and it was an awesome movie!!
Li Shia and I laughed like nothing when we watched the movie..
We couldn't be bothered even if we laughed too loud in the cinema..

There's this old man reminds me of my English lecturer(cause he's a cool old man) and Li Shia could read my mind when I turned to her to tell her that the old man reminds me of my English lecturer,

Both of us mentioned that in unison..

Me : That old man reminds me of my..
Me and Shia : English lecturer..

Both of us had this deja vu thingy this week..
Weird!

We had pizza after the movie,
Then I hung out with her and her mom at Lotus,
Reminiscing what we did back in high school days,
Gossiping about our high school teacher,
Condeming about the teachers back in our high school,
And obviously, we gossiped bout my former prefect's teacher!(GAWD! How we hate her!! Those resentful feelings we had towards her is still there! DAMN!)
Laughing at how ridiculous she was last time, trying to get us to obey the school rules*rolled eyes*
And laughing harder at what we used to do during lesson when we got bored during lesson,

I wished I could stayed at her place for a longer time to catch up with her,
My dad just hadda pick me up so early when the night is still early!
Reached home about 11am and it was pouring like crap!
Took a quick shower and check out the paper for the day..
Thinking about undone tasks for the break...
Decided to leave if for the weekdays..

*************

I woke up early today,
Though I don't have to till my mom wake me up..
Got myself ready to meet up with my girlfriends..
Went to Midvalley with Davy, her sis, Shia and my mom..
For some education fair..

Was rather disappointed with the fair though,
I didn't seemed to find what I want from there..
Oh well..

Li Shia has a new pet,
Love bug is its name^^
She bought it in pets wonderland..
Actually she wanted to get a snake for herself=__=
But there's no snake sold there..
She saw that "lil" creature(a millipede)
And decided to buy that instead of a scorpion..
Ok, she saw a scorpion before she saw that millipede..
But she thinks its easier to look after a millipede..
And she thinks it is cute..

She was busy playing with her millipede..
She got a lot of stares from passers by in the mall while we walked..
It was an awkward moment for us who were walking with her..
Since we didn't know how to react with such situation where we get people staring and pointing..
At Li Shia, after all we were having lunch with her and walking with her..

Even in the train..
Photographs below will help me with the rest..(explanations)
The kids who were in the train just now,
Were all impressed with that lil thing..
Its bloody FAT, mind you!

Snapshots of us..
Took it when we were in the train

The train was so pack today!
We got squashed!>.<

TAKE ONE

TAKE TWO

TAKE THREE

TAKE FOUR

TAKE FIVE

I bought these..

I finally got the whole collection of Dave Pelzer's story..
Well I wanted that book above for so long,
Only thing is, I know its not worth spending my RM35 on that book since its not a thick book after all.
And when I saw the price today(RM18) I went like this, O.O
Another book which I bought for myself, "Shame" is another book that I've been craving for a year! And it costs a frigging RM40++. Again, it is not a thick book.

I don't mind spending my cash on juicy thick books cause it lasts me longer, but for a thin book such as those two books above, I usually wait for a real bargain for me to puchase that book. Since I am a member of the MPH bookstore, well I got a good discount for that book. And boy! How happy I am when I managed to get my hands on those two books..

However, I can't start pouring over them yet!=(
With my college work waiting for me to get them done,
I gotta wait for the right time to start reading them..
For now, I am burying the novel aside,
Away from my sight..>.<

I'm the proud owner of these books..

I got this for I subscribe some magazine from the fair..
Again, I gotta put them aside for now..>.<

I got a lot of reading to do for the break..
Besides getting my thesis done..

Why do you have to bother reading those books when you have work piling up for you to do?

I wanna read for fun la can!?

No you idiot!!!
Those are the materials I gotta read to get my thesis done!!
I would like to read those bibiliography for "fun"
Like how some morons will put it*rolled eyes*

My table, is a MESS!!

Told you I'll have a great weekend!^^
Its Monday tomorrow,
And how I hate Mondays!=__="
I know it has been a while since I upload photographs here..
That doesn't mean that I am free now that is why I'm able to upload all those pics here..
I just thought why not multitask for now,

Maybe, just maybe..
I still care..
I kept wondering why do you have to do so..