Ahhhhh!!!! I guess I've screwed my Lit paper..for the first time!!>.<> poetry again ..and again I am ain't lucky when comes to that..I didn't really bother to read up "The war against the Trees" and I thought it will not be tested(well, I did went through the whole thing yesterday but I still don't get the damn poem!) Like the previous monthly exam I sat in Convent I didn't bother to go through thoroughly that poem and it came out for the 8 marks question..but this time it came out for the 12 marks question!!! And I was like WTF!?!?
Shia who was sitting beside me since she too will be sitting for her Lit paper along with me only thing is her novel and poetry she's doing is different from what I am doing. Sigh!! 12 marks question! Want me to die meh!?T___T
Things ain't good for me today as well..we started the paper 10 minutes late!! 10 FRIGGING minutes! I know some of you reading this will be like.."10 mins only ma! Nothing to loose also!" and HELL there's no such thing like I have nothing to loose just because I start the paper late cause within that 10 minutes I can finish doing one section of the paper..which consists of 5 marks, 8 marks and 12 marks..or even if I can't do the 12 marks question in Section A, which I went blank today when I read the 12 marks question in Section A today for the very first time in my entire Literature career as a student(ok I am exaggerating things now and there's no such crap like, "Literature career" I made that up but heck!) but well..I was panicky today during the paper since I wanted to finish the paper ON TIME and I want time to go through what I wrote on the paper..but since we started our paper late and I do not have time to argue with the teacher for more time, I have to rush through the whole thing without stopping to breathe..anyway I am exaggerating things there again when I mentioned about not breathing..XD
There's a couple of questions that I am unsure of my mind can't seemed to think straight just now..blanked off a lil half way through the paper but thank gawd I managed to squeeze out more things from my brains for me to get on writing. I got carried away writing in Section B which is all about "Holes" since I have TONNES to write about there..I think I spent around 45 minutes on that section..and uh..10 minutes on Section A..then another 20 minutes for Section C(Inspector Calls) and poetry..the part where I am suppose to grab all my marks from and do well for the paper..well..I think I kinda screw that section this time!!*double sigh* Why..why..WHY must they test me on that poem which I don't wanna give it a damn about..FRIGGING POEM!!! Arrghhhh!!
Plus I shouldn't have read the last question before I start doing my paper..since its that 12 marks question that cause me distress before I start doing the paper and then it kinda affect me later when I move on to the other section before I finally reach the poetry section.. Anyway...I don't know if what I wrote in that paper today make any sense to the teacher who will be marking the paper or not..Miss Vimala will be super horrified if she reads my answer sheets and do not get what I meant in certain question!>.<>..arrgh!!
Liza is mad wei!! She replied my text message around 3am and I thought I read her message in my dreams..I only realized this morning that it is not a dream after all reading her text message in the middle of the night..Shia told me Liza texted her at 4am asking what is she up to=___= CRAZINESS!! And I think I am going crazy...
