Saturday, October 20, 2007 / 3:57 PM
Urrgh! My head is pounding like shite now! Just came back from Physics class a few minutes ago...was rather distracted since there are a lot in my mind. I was 20minutes late for the class and well, my sir wasn't happy with me not concentrating.=.= Sighs! I'm sitting right in front of him and well, he seemed to know that I'm rather distracted today. He kept picking on me during lesson! Sheesh! I came back from futsal feeling dead exhausted and the thought of attending Physics class today wasn't a good one. Sarlini followed me back home and we discussed bout some stuff while I was having my lunch. Mom's mood was rather crappy and well, I got scolded for no reason. Great! Just what I "needed" when I came back home tired and exhausted and with a mind full of stuff to think of! She can't pour her anger to me all the time!!! Its sooo UNFAIR! Plus she ALWAYS POUR OUT HER ANGER ON ME AT THE WRONG TIME! When I'm busy, tired, and exhausted that's the time she'll pour her anger or frustration to me! Sometimes she just treat me like a liveles object or something! I have feelings too if she forgot that I'm actually her daughter which is still breathing and ALIVE!! Throwing all thsoe responsibility to me and expect me to do more than she wants me to do or to be...makes me feel rather stressful at times. Wanted to skip Physics class today since I'm so dead tired after that futsal competition, but looking at my mom's foul mood and her tantrum(throwing her anger towards me...on me) I rather stay away from home. Better to get my mind tortured with Physics information than looking at her which made me wanted to throw out right on her face!!! Futsal was fun! My team only won a match against another team from my school!xP LOL! Bran did a good job in defensing and well, Jia Hui can defense really well too! Its our first experience playing futsal and well, at least we didn't loose BADLY to Convent!xP I thought since we can't play futsal and didn't play futsaL before, we'll loose 15-0 to them! LOL! Convent has a lot of great futsallers!xD Neway, my first match was against Convent(one of their team) and we lost 1-0 to them...the next match was against Convent too! This time we lost 4-0 to them...and the last match was against my school team(another team) and we won 2-0 thanks to Bran!xP The team CR(konon la!) Sorry guys I couldn't pick some of you up from that place since there's some problem. Really sorry...we'll discuss what we are suppose to discuss on Monday kay? I'll put on my thinking cap and come out with something before Monday.
