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Bitter Sweet week=)

Saturday, March 31, 2007 / 5:18 PM

I'm finally blogging for real! LOL! Its been AGES since I blog eh!? Been super duper busy with school stuffs. Well well well...I am fine as usual! Not up to anyting bad these days!^^ I turned kuai liaw! LOLZ! hahahaha! Unlike last year! Always sit and think of pranks to play on somebody this this I just don't habe the time I think of pranks=) Its the new Wen Lynn, the busy one, the one who always went missing or some call me the one who ditch her old friends just because she got her new friends crowding around her..-.-

I admit I can be super cold to some people now and when I got mad at someone or anyone what I usually do is I'll keep quiet even when they ask me questions I'll glare at them or I'll just ignore them. This week is a bitter sweet week...

Monday!
*Went Convent to watch MGS debate finals! My school is against La Salle..kinda disappointed cuz La Salle won instead...hrm..and yeah! Li Shia and I been working on our speech whenever we got our time together..=p The Japanese came to my school! Its really fun knowing them! I had difficulty talking to them since they don't really understand english. And when I interviewed the professor I also don really get what is he trying to tell me...LOL!! The Japanese guyz were so darn TALL WEI!!!!!!! They hadda bend lower when they take picz with me-.- Ishness! They were bloody friendly and nice...Wei Teng(dunno hw to spell her name) and I had fun snapping picz for the skul mag..and we really enjoyed ourselves hunting for people! LMAO! Its a busy day and by the time I reach home which is around 7pm like that I am like half dead edi..

Tuesday!
* Stayed back with Li Shia urhm...suppose to coach Li Shia on her speech but we end up chatting and catching up with each other(maklumlah we just berbaik oni) and the drama people really pissed me off! They kept changing the story line and I got confuse...so I stayed in the private room in the library with Li Shia talking and reading..then around 3.30pm like that Li Shia hadda go home..so I walk her out b4 I go back to the hall for prac...and Audrey was there shez finding for stuff and I don wanna give it a damn!

She came up to us and asked us " Hey saw my GREEN bad or not?" that time I wasn't in the mood to look at her what more talking to her and yeah! Jo Lin and the female dog..opps! The bitch! Ish! I mean the arsehole bitch...OPPS!=X is there! Hahahahaha! The few highlight people that I will be the last one in my list to be talked to..sampah I call dem..opps!=X hahahahaha!xP Niwayz we didn't know hw Audrey's bag looks like and my mood wad kao bad dat time so I jz walk off to the hall leaving Li Shia behind...I feel bad later leaving Li Shia behind searching for Audrey's bag! So I went out and help la..

Then I saw Audrey, Jo Lin and Mei Yi dragging the bloody bag frm the roof!o.O" Yea! That time I was like.."Who the heck really hate her till they do dat to her larh!" Li Shia and I look at each other as if we are reading each other's mind...and guess what!? We got blamed for putting Audrey's bag on da roof! Even Sonia was at their side! I was so darn frigging pissed dat time man!! Before they find out whoz da one doing it they put the blame on me and Li Shia...

We are in the library all the time and we don't have the frigging time to play a prank on people plus WE DONT KNOW HOW HER FRIGGING FUCKING BAG LOOKS LIKE AND WE DONT KNOW SHE STAYED BACK AND LEFT HER BAG OUTSIDE!! Sonia knew I am mad at her...and guess what she ask me when she call me..

Me : What!?
Sonia : SUTHE! YOU ANGRI AH!

I was like so benggang-ted dat time..your best friend isn't on ya side and she rather believe some bitches words of cause la I am mad! I slam down da phone...hahahahaha!!! BLUEK!!

*Wednesday
-Went to school as usual...hrm...wasn't a good day for me..for I am still feeling upset bout dat thing. Shobi was there with me when something happen. Shez so sweet=) Li Shia really understands me...Jia Hui also...well dat incident helped me to see who is the true one to me..It opened my eyes to see which one aren't meant to be my friend...and its the day I break friendship with some people whom I used to be very close with...well the new one came in and the old ones hadda leave for some reasons=D

*Thursday
- One day before our competition! Li Shia and I can't stop singing praises to Him...LOL! The whole day we are at the library..talking and coaching each other...and me motivating Li Shia=ppp And Li Shia got a very gd news! Go gurl! hahaha! She just can't stop smiling dat day...the first thing I do after I finish my duty is to find Li Shia cuz I got loads to tell her..kakakaka! We are almost unseparable these days...ahahahah! Even Madame Lee told us.."You two are unserparable di ah? Everyday when I see you I can see Li Shia beside you." LOL! We are like what we used to be back in primary 5...hahahaha! PRAISE THE LORD MAN!!! Played badminton in my baju kurung uniform..I forgot we had PJ today and I didn't bring my tee to change..

Its a great game between me and Be Teng=) Be Teng and I had so much fun laughing our heads off during the game...I was drenched with sweat after the game! LOL! Be Teng! You are a great partner when comes to games like this!=ppp And yeah! Sonia waited for me outside my class dat I know=) Cuz I got information from Shobi she kept pestering me to talk to her...but hell no!!!! Not until she confront me! She don't dare actualli! MUAHAHAHA!!! And Steph told me what others think of me..oh hey! They've been talking bout me! But do I care!? NO!!!!!

*Friday
-Competition!!! Li Shia is speaking this time...but we are working as a team(tho we are still in da same team now) next Sat in KDU college...lol! The first thing I do when I woke up is to pray for Li Shia...I even pray for her on da way to school..I even pray when I reach school and I even pray for her before the competition. She has improved...and golly! I am proud of her man! Went to Convent for da competition. Skipped drama practise tho I knew I gotta be there..the most touching words I hear frm my friend is.."I need you there, you are part of my confidence." its from Li Shia..=) hehe! I gave her a small gift as an encouragement b4 we head to Convent=p

Li Shia was kinda nervous..buthen her impromptu speech is brilliant! Hahahaha! And guess what!? We are in the finals!! WOoooooo hoooo! Met a few nice people there...the oni one I can remember is the specky guy frm Dato Hamzah cuz he talks a lot and his style of speaking amaze me=D And Nicole whom we thought shez a pampered one and the serious one..but when we start toking to her we get to know how crazy can she be! LOL! I'll be meeting her this Monday! Weeeee!!! Can't wait! We went out for lunch together to celebrate=) Li Shia told me she was looking at me all the time when shez speaking=D I seriously thought shez looking at the crowd but instead shez looking at me...hahahaha!!! I told her if shez nervous just look at me treat it like our usual practise=p You rawk Li Shia! You deserve to win adn Praise the Lord!!!!! He's awesome!

Today!!!

Well...nothing much happen really. Went to school in the morning for drama practise=p Urhm..get to know why we loose to Convent last year! Erm..make some changes and...erm...prac as usual la. Miss Li Shia's church rock concert today larh!=( So sad! Thought I can go and support her if not class later..shez performing but I msged her to wish her all da best di la..hahaha! Can't wait to go to school on Monday! I miss the prefects larh! Can't wait to korek stuff from Jia Hui!=ppp Oh yeah!!! I am talking to Sonia today...hahahaha! Dat girl super funny la!

I can't gt angry with her..guess what dat suthe did this morning? I was sitting in da wakaf reading my book then she came and left a huge lolly on da bench next to me and run away after dat..xP hahahaha! I glance up and saw itz her she was in her...er....funny self and I can't help but laugh at her then I realise I am not angry with her anymore so I just reply her la=) Yeah! She wanted to say sorry to me but don't dare to confront me cuz shez afraid I'll loose my temper and shout at her..hahaha! One thing she don't know and my friends don't know...I'll can forgive people easily if they are sincere^^ Like Sonia...she took the initiative to call me dat day when I got mad at her..then when shez back to school she waited for me outside my class(I guess shez late for her lesson) and she figure out hw to make me forgive me..

Ahem! Not dat lolly part dat makes me forgive her ok! Don't get me wrong! Phill was lyk...just because she gave you lollies you forgive her edi..LOL! She's sincere and she meant it datz why!!!!

One thind I am grateful for...and I praise Lord for...

*Helping me to go through such a tough week
*Letting me to know the truth
*Giving me such a true friend
*Fixing my friendship with Li Shia

And yea...something happened between Li Shia and I for the past few years....misunderstanding and Audrey's mouth...buthen now when we knw the truth...we knw what happen we knw whoz da one who spread those nasty stuff we are back to the old us=) I remember how I used to hate her and how I used to spat hurting words to her...but she's not angry with me(surprisingly) she's still there for her when I need someone...she remember what I did(ganging up with a few others) last year...Audrey and I did horrible stuff to her last year...and recalling what I did last year...I regret also la..

Sorry Li Shia for hurting you...I don't know much dat time and Audrey told me something which I cant remember what is it..xP Glad we are friends nw..

Tuesday, March 13, 2007 / 1:14 PM

In a few minutes time, I am gonna do something which I have been planning lately. I finally get to try something and I am gonna cut my hair short! After years of keeping my hair long I am finally sick of long hair! Just came back from Drama practise and yeah! I am going out now! To get my hair cut=ppp

Sunday, March 11, 2007 / 2:06 AM

Its been a looooong time since I start blogging again! Oh well I am busy and I got more things to attend to for the past few months and this month especially! Its holiday now! I love holidays! Urhm...well my holidays will be packed! I am going to Cameron with Steph and a few others next Wednesday! WOOT! Will be missing practise and tuitions=) I got loads to blog about but can't think now..and I am feeling empty now! Weird! Why is my day so bad!!! Its 2.15am now....gotta do something!!!

Oh yeah! My Bio proj!!! ARRGH!

Thursday, March 08, 2007 / 11:44 PM

I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me
I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me

I saw you with your new girl just yesterday
And I feel that I must confess
Even though it kills me to have to say
I'll admit that I was impressed
Physically just short of perfection
Gotta commend you on your selection
Though I know I shouldn't be concerned
In the back of my mindI can't help but question
Does she rub you feet
When you've had a long day
Scratch your scalp
When you take out your braids
Does she know that you like to
Play PS2
till 6 in the morning
Like I do

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)
Walk Away, Walk Away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)

I can't forget how we used to be
Our life from day to day
Hoping maybe you'll come back
And though I tell myself not to be afraid
To move on but it seems I can't
But no other man has given me attention
It ain't the same as your affection
Though I know I should be content
In the back of my mindI can't help but question
Does he kiss me on the foreheadBefore we play
Show up on my doorstep(with a bouquet)
Does he call me in the middle of the day
It's okayJust to say hey baby I love you
Like you used to

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember
Walk Away, Walk Away

(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)

Walk Away, Walk Away
(I'm Gonna Remember You
Your Gonna Remember Me)

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)
Walk Away, Walk Away
Remember You

(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)

(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)

I am listening to this song like everyday for the past few days...yeah it explain the confusion within me. I still miss you! But its impossible for us to get together again...

sorry for starting it and ending it like that...

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