You may know what is up to someone whom you've just met recently,
Knowing how are they like,
And their thoughts and views on things,
But,
It really is frustrating..
Or shall I say, disgusting,
For you not to know..
The person you grew up with as well as you know the people you've just met..
You are so absorbed with your daily schedule,
That you didn't stop to notice the changes in them,
You spend so much time with the people..
(Besides your daily responsibility as a student)
Whom you randomly met somewhere talking to them,
Knowing about them better,
Little do you know,
You know nothing about the person whom you grew up with..
The person who is almost similar to you in so many ways,
You don't "get" or "understand" that person,
Or you choose not to
(what a guilty coincidence!!)
When you know deep down inside,
You might be going through the same thing as that person,
And you couldn't do anything to help...
To get that person to tell you what is wrong...
Eventually..
You shut yourself up from that person whom you grew up with,
Just because you can't get that person to talk things through with you,
Or trust you enough to talk to you...
Indeed people do change,
And acceptance is what the world is lack of,
Which includes the one who is posting this..
Perhaps,
I failed to do my part to open up to you,
Or I did my part well enough to keep things away from you,
Assuming that, you have nothing to do with it,
And I'll be fine after a while..
But I guess I am wrong,
Cause its not alright at times..
Though I thought it will be alright,
If I push it aside and not being reminded about it...
The point??
I just wish I know how to talk to you,
To open up to me,
Knowing that I have no rights to ask to do that,
When I, like you don't talk about things like that,
Just so you know..
We might be similar in some ways..
After all we grew up together,
I'm sorry for being super ignorant,
For not knowing..
