Sometimes, I keep telling myself..
If God doesn't want you to have it, you will not have it,
Since He knows what is best for me..
That is my weapon to make myself feel better about what I failed to obtain..
But at times,
I the weapon just doesn't work,
Like it makes me feel super rotten within me thinking about it..
I really want it so bad!!
I've been waiting for your call and I am willing to wait..
Please don't make me wait for long,
Cause the waiting kills!!
No words can describe how bad I want it,
One phone call I receive the other day, gave me hope..
The hope that I've been waiting so long for..
Please don't forsake me dear God,
I know you want the best for me,
But I can't help wanting that so bad!>.<
I'm not gonna give up,
But I'll not stop hoping and working for it..