Since I am taking my time away from books, which in other means I'm taking my time off slacking...
I decided to log into my blog account and blog something here.
Its been AGES since I blog about myself here don't you think so??
Bet most of you are wondering what am I up to since my posts are usually short or about other people whom I know of...
To be honest, I've been nerding a lot since...er..I can't remember when?xP
There were days when I got all stressed out and frustrated thinking that I couldn't bear all that shyt of exams anymore..
Then again I managed to pull myself together by consoling myself to hold on for the next few weeks since I know this sucky system that I am stuck in will be gone from my life after this..
I vow not to do anything that I loathe after this which of course I'm gonna make sure I choose the course I enjoy doing later in college.
I miss...
>sitting with a bunch of friends of mine laughing and talking about nothing but nonsesical stuff
>laughing out loud for no apparent reason
>talking on the phone for HOURS without having to feel guilty about the whole thing
>being HYPER and MAD
>hanging out at my friend's place without having to feel guilty bout it later
>reading thick fat novels without having to worry about my undone revisions..
>having my life back!!!
I am practically DRAINED for spending most of my time facing books..
Yes, you guys are hearing that from WEN LYNN!!! The girl who doesn't mind reading for hours(only novels) and always facing books, indeed I am a bookworm..=__= Not a major one..but a minor one..after all its not like I sleep with my books!(actually I did..)
I have like, 2 days to go(which include today) before the battle begins. And I am feeling rather optimistic about the whole thing. I know what you guys wanna know and I am gonna answer you question here..
The question which I don't bother giving an answer to and don't bother answering..
Which is..
Am I prepared for the battle?
Yes I am.
*grin*
I am not being over confident here or something..but yes I am confident about it that I am prepared for my SPM and I am ready to face the battle with God by myself guiding me through it=)
I forbid myself to think anything negative right now or getting paranoid over things that WILL NOT happen on the day itself..
I've been praying consistently without me realizing it before I go to bed and also whenever I find myself feeling rather frustrated..
Don't worry, I've been praying for my friend who will be sitting for their exams too(those who are facing SPM, their college exams and also STPM)
Just wanna let those people whom I am close to..
This whole thing will come to an end soon..
After this, we'll be looking at the bad times we had and laugh about the whole thing together..
You guys have been working for this since the beginning of the year..
I believe we can go through it without having to sweat about anything..
And we all know that the number of A's doesn't determine our future..
So lets face the battle and get over it and later do whatever we plan to do after this..
Note : I am actually typing all these in my room itself. Dad finally bought a wireless connection which makes things easier for me..^^
And I think mom gonna buy me the books I am craving for later=p But she made me promise not to read them till I'm done with my SPM..>.<
