Thursday, November 15, 2007 / 10:15 AM
I guess I'm not the only one who realised that the year is coming to an end. I mention it as if its gonna to be the end of the world or something. Honestly, I didn't expect so many things to happen this year. I had such wonderful time this year. I'd just read Sarlini's post about how she felt about this year and I feel the same too. I guess most of my newly members in my buddy list felt the same way as I do. I loose some friends and well I was upset at first. I didn't expect some things to happen so abruptly and my friendship with some of my so called "trustworthy" friends will end in such a way. I thought things will not change as it is. But I was so wrong!!
What I wanna emphasize here is things do happen for a reason. You loose something you gain something. That's what life is all about. I learnt to be strong with the help of my new friends I came to know this year after 4 years of studying in the same school! I still find things happen in such a facinating way. For instance there's some people I wouldn't dreamnt of getting to know them or didn't expect myself to be close to them but well, surprisingly God works in such a manner that He brought us all together. I was placed in a class where I have like 2 close friends of mine in it. I really wanted to be placed in 4D to be honest since my bunch of pals are there. And I did think of writing a letter to go to that class in fact.
But THANK GOD...THANK GOD I didn't do it! Hahaha! If I shift to 4D I will not be able to know such bunch of people and they are the ones I can't afford to loose. And yes, I WAS upset about loosing a couple of my "friends" and even my BEST FRIEND. The girl whom I think I can count on and stuff suddenly I found myself shuddered at the thought of her being a total stranger to me. However, I am grateful and happy to loose such bunch of friends. I came to know who is worth being my so call friend and who is worth being forgotten. Everything just makes sense this year. I rather have a huge crowd of good friends than to have such a small crowd of betrayers and hypocrites as my friend.
And so, there is this time when I got blamed for the things I didn't do and there's another time where I found out my close "friends" are actually bad mouthing me behind my backs. But they can't resist the temptation of being jealous of my life now being surrounded by so many good people instead of two face people=) And I even realised my "best friend" willing to abandon her pals just for a guy. Just because of some guy she's abandoning and neglecting her friends. Yes, thats so not worth it right? I just hope she will come to her sense one day...and not do anything stupid! She used to say boys are jerks, its fun being single and free...blablabla...perhaps we are still very immature when she mention all that but I somehow think she should stick her own principles in life.
I admit that I'm always caught up with my duties and school stuffs this year and that makes things easier for me not to give a damn to some people. Let them bad mouth about me all they want as I know they are made up of plain jealousy who can't stand the sight of their friends getting along well with so many people when they can't get along with a lot of them in the school. Some were immature enough to spread rumours about me and cause trouble for me. But I THANK those LOOSERS who "try" to put me into hot soup and "try" to make my life miserable as it turn out to be the TOTAL opposite of what they want it to be. I became STRONGER and learn to be ignorant in little things like that! Haha!! I learnt to be patient towards those people and learn to keep my temper to myself at times like that. So I really should thank those loosers for that!
I am in the Editorial Board and well, I get to know Kok Yen aka Tension since I join the board. There's a lot of work to do when I'm in that board. Kok Yen and I always can be seen in action in any important events in school and from there I get to know the real Kok Yen. She's a great partner and I had a awesome time with her. I practically spend most of my time with her in school. Then, there's Canteen Day for the first time in my school. I remember how Davy, Sarl, Shobz, Jas, Jia Hui, Nat and sooo many others worked so hard to make it a success. We faced some problems where some people didn't wanna be cooperative and stuff but that didn't stop us from having fun and getting to know each other well. There's a lot of events in school that brings me and my friends together.
When I say my friends, I don't mean its all from my class. The members consists of girls from 4D, 4S and some from 4T? I think only one or two from 4T! Lol! Sonia has been so supportive all this while.
Shobz too has been soooo sweet listening to me when I pour out my frustrations to her. As for Vhina aka Minachi/ Gopal/ King Gopal(I just lurve spoiling her name) and Bran aka Brandon the two monkeys are like my entertainer. I can never stop laughing when I am with them.Vhina is now the headprefect in my school! Don't worry the school is still under control, she's is suitable for such jobs and I can count on her to be direct a play. She's a great Drama director too btw, always with her goofy smile and sacarstic comment. While Bran is a football CRAZE!!! Open mouth only, CR...CR..CR!! She and her bloody MY and CR!! We always argue whenever anyone of us started talking about football=.= So one piece of advise for you people out there(especially football fans) NEVER TALK ABOUT FOOTBALL in front of her cause she will NEVER STOP TALKING ABOUT IT!!!
Jas(aka kiran) and Sarlini(aka Sarlu) I only get to know them better this year and wow! There's so many hidden "talent" in them. Jas, being the only child couldn't stand kids! Same here by the way. Hahaha! She thinks kids are a burden and they are annoying and same here^^ She is the one who form a "band" or choir in my class. All she have to do is to start singing and everyone will join her. The class is like a music class with us singing all the time though I admit, we do sang out of tune MOST OF THE TIMES!!xP Sarlini, this girl is getting prettier and prettier as she grew. I've glance through her previous class pictures of hers and I admit that she's transforming into a butterfly now!xP She has the brains man!! And a sensible way of looking at things. She has the whole package, the brains, the looks and the talent. She will really do well in the future and DON'T forget about me when you get popular one day cause I know you will!xP
Davy aka mangatha transformed termendously from a super quiet girl who just agree with whatever people tell her to a super LOUD girl who has her own stand in things! You should see how she talk back to people these days. My gawd man!!! Hahaha! I remember she doesn't smile much last year always bury herself in books all the time. The transformation is so obvious this time when she will flash her huge grin at us whenever we came across each other. She a very patient girl indeed not forgetting polite and responsible. She makes a great secretary in a club or a board. Her handwriting, WHOA!! Is soooooo neat! Its as if she type it out..she can do things efficiently and be organised most of the time. Her mom is always working so she's not at home most of the time. But her mom can count on her to do the house chores and do well in school.
Nat has been a real sweetie too. She can really act well that's why we call her the DRAMA QUEEN!!! She has a good PR in fact and that's why she can get along with all sorts of people around her. She's the only child in the family too. Nat also plans to have LOADS AND LOADS of kids in the future. She lurves babies and wanted to be a great mom next time. All the best future mummy! Not forgetting she is my skirt tucker! I didn't know how to tuck in my skirt to tell you guys the truth so I always get her to do it for me!xD Li Shia and I are back to our normal talking state after getting to know the real truth. Wanna know about Li Shia? Read my old posts...I think I've posted something about her.
Whoelse...Ally Wally!! Hahaha!!! She's still the same I guess?xP That girl reminds me of a character in spongebob. Its either spongebob or Patrik(don't know how to spell that fella's name) I HATE SPONGEBOB!! I can't see why she like it..but she act like them most of the times. That doesn't mean I hate her for it! LOL! I love her with all my heart kay!xP Ashlea aka Ashle-AH, I just lurve looking at her laughing cause whenever she laugh, her face will turn really red! And whenever she realised she did something stupid her reaction will be like this..O.O? hahaha! She enjoys fencing, and her life is all about it! She alwayz travel and she has a wide general knowledge. A humble girl she is=) Diane aka fakererestest!! Without her I guess there will be nobody who can annoy me. Sina aka pencurang, another girl who can really get on my nerves! But shez a real sweetie actually. She is my radio! I just have to sit next to her and ask her to sing for me a song she'll start singing it for me. She know most of the lyrics PERFECTLY!
Sher Reen aka baby dolphin!!! She and her indian accent! Hahaha! I can never forget her indian accent la! Li Shia once told me, Sher Reen is so funny, a chinese who always speak in indian accent. Jia Hui, my kor kor who is soooo afraid of people hurting me. She always stand up for me if anything went wrong. The thing about her is, she always bottle up her feelings so I didn't really know much about ther other side of her..
Foon Yoong aka Big Bro, I didn't expect us to be friends actually. I was harsh to her and I practically ignore her all the time as I don't trust that girl. But there's this time I didn't know why and how, I just write to note to her and tell her why not we start everything all over again. I give her a chance to know me and be my friend=) And I guess I am wrong not to give her a chance and give in to her. She wanted to know me better but I just shut her off like that for some reason and sorry for that Foon Yoong. You are a really sweet person in fact. I'm glad I give you a chance to know me better^^ Elli and Gaya! The two girls can always make me laugh! Elli with her kelam kabut attitude and Gaya with her so sensitive ways...I just enjoyed looking at them doing nonsense all the time.
Zanoah aka pumping girl!!! Hahaha!!! Just recently I get to know her true colour and I just lurve arguing with her. Kit Teng aka Kitten! My beloved childhood friend! She used to be my best friend in primary school and well, she still is my best friend now! She's patient, sweet, trustworthy, loyal, harworking, polite...anything positive you name it, she's everything positive! Anyone who dare to bully her you'll get it from me!! Evelyn aka Evilyn, she's a jolly person if you know her. She can really draw wei! She has the talent and I always admire her master piece. Though she is always with Joanna and Ramona in the class, the two girls I didn't really talk to or lets put it I DON'T TALK TO but if you go to her place to admire her master piece she'll be cracking all kinds of silly jokes. Plus she is a HARRY POTTER FAN too!!=D Mei Er aka Natalie, I don't know why so many people can't get along well with her but well, I have no hard feelings when comes to that girl. She's a sweet girl if you get to know her better she has her reason for doing certain things. And not forgetting Yamunaah aka cili padi!!! Lolz! She might be small in size but man!!! She can be loud and whacky too ya know! I'll miss her when she leave secondary school. All the best for ya SPM girl! I'll be praying for you and DO KEEP IN TOUCH WITH ME!! Devanai aka Babe being such a sweetie all the time and I can't recall how we know each other. Navitha aka Kunji, she's funny, whacky, silly and sweet! Know her since primary and we didn't keep in touch for the past few years and this year I came to know her better through Bio class. And I can never forget Sonia aka Suthe!! I have so many words to describe her! She's wonderful, loud, silly, full with her crap...she has the negative and positive in her! Negative and positive attract each other!! That's why we can get along so well(what am I crapping?)
What I wanna emphasize here is things do happen for a reason. You loose something you gain something. That's what life is all about. I learnt to be strong with the help of my new friends I came to know this year after 4 years of studying in the same school! I still find things happen in such a facinating way. For instance there's some people I wouldn't dreamnt of getting to know them or didn't expect myself to be close to them but well, surprisingly God works in such a manner that He brought us all together. I was placed in a class where I have like 2 close friends of mine in it. I really wanted to be placed in 4D to be honest since my bunch of pals are there. And I did think of writing a letter to go to that class in fact.
But THANK GOD...THANK GOD I didn't do it! Hahaha! If I shift to 4D I will not be able to know such bunch of people and they are the ones I can't afford to loose. And yes, I WAS upset about loosing a couple of my "friends" and even my BEST FRIEND. The girl whom I think I can count on and stuff suddenly I found myself shuddered at the thought of her being a total stranger to me. However, I am grateful and happy to loose such bunch of friends. I came to know who is worth being my so call friend and who is worth being forgotten. Everything just makes sense this year. I rather have a huge crowd of good friends than to have such a small crowd of betrayers and hypocrites as my friend.
And so, there is this time when I got blamed for the things I didn't do and there's another time where I found out my close "friends" are actually bad mouthing me behind my backs. But they can't resist the temptation of being jealous of my life now being surrounded by so many good people instead of two face people=) And I even realised my "best friend" willing to abandon her pals just for a guy. Just because of some guy she's abandoning and neglecting her friends. Yes, thats so not worth it right? I just hope she will come to her sense one day...and not do anything stupid! She used to say boys are jerks, its fun being single and free...blablabla...perhaps we are still very immature when she mention all that but I somehow think she should stick her own principles in life.
I admit that I'm always caught up with my duties and school stuffs this year and that makes things easier for me not to give a damn to some people. Let them bad mouth about me all they want as I know they are made up of plain jealousy who can't stand the sight of their friends getting along well with so many people when they can't get along with a lot of them in the school. Some were immature enough to spread rumours about me and cause trouble for me. But I THANK those LOOSERS who "try" to put me into hot soup and "try" to make my life miserable as it turn out to be the TOTAL opposite of what they want it to be. I became STRONGER and learn to be ignorant in little things like that! Haha!! I learnt to be patient towards those people and learn to keep my temper to myself at times like that. So I really should thank those loosers for that!
I am in the Editorial Board and well, I get to know Kok Yen aka Tension since I join the board. There's a lot of work to do when I'm in that board. Kok Yen and I always can be seen in action in any important events in school and from there I get to know the real Kok Yen. She's a great partner and I had a awesome time with her. I practically spend most of my time with her in school. Then, there's Canteen Day for the first time in my school. I remember how Davy, Sarl, Shobz, Jas, Jia Hui, Nat and sooo many others worked so hard to make it a success. We faced some problems where some people didn't wanna be cooperative and stuff but that didn't stop us from having fun and getting to know each other well. There's a lot of events in school that brings me and my friends together.
When I say my friends, I don't mean its all from my class. The members consists of girls from 4D, 4S and some from 4T? I think only one or two from 4T! Lol! Sonia has been so supportive all this while.
Shobz too has been soooo sweet listening to me when I pour out my frustrations to her. As for Vhina aka Minachi/ Gopal/ King Gopal(I just lurve spoiling her name) and Bran aka Brandon the two monkeys are like my entertainer. I can never stop laughing when I am with them.Vhina is now the headprefect in my school! Don't worry the school is still under control, she's is suitable for such jobs and I can count on her to be direct a play. She's a great Drama director too btw, always with her goofy smile and sacarstic comment. While Bran is a football CRAZE!!! Open mouth only, CR...CR..CR!! She and her bloody MY and CR!! We always argue whenever anyone of us started talking about football=.= So one piece of advise for you people out there(especially football fans) NEVER TALK ABOUT FOOTBALL in front of her cause she will NEVER STOP TALKING ABOUT IT!!!
Jas(aka kiran) and Sarlini(aka Sarlu) I only get to know them better this year and wow! There's so many hidden "talent" in them. Jas, being the only child couldn't stand kids! Same here by the way. Hahaha! She thinks kids are a burden and they are annoying and same here^^ She is the one who form a "band" or choir in my class. All she have to do is to start singing and everyone will join her. The class is like a music class with us singing all the time though I admit, we do sang out of tune MOST OF THE TIMES!!xP Sarlini, this girl is getting prettier and prettier as she grew. I've glance through her previous class pictures of hers and I admit that she's transforming into a butterfly now!xP She has the brains man!! And a sensible way of looking at things. She has the whole package, the brains, the looks and the talent. She will really do well in the future and DON'T forget about me when you get popular one day cause I know you will!xP
Davy aka mangatha transformed termendously from a super quiet girl who just agree with whatever people tell her to a super LOUD girl who has her own stand in things! You should see how she talk back to people these days. My gawd man!!! Hahaha! I remember she doesn't smile much last year always bury herself in books all the time. The transformation is so obvious this time when she will flash her huge grin at us whenever we came across each other. She a very patient girl indeed not forgetting polite and responsible. She makes a great secretary in a club or a board. Her handwriting, WHOA!! Is soooooo neat! Its as if she type it out..she can do things efficiently and be organised most of the time. Her mom is always working so she's not at home most of the time. But her mom can count on her to do the house chores and do well in school.
Nat has been a real sweetie too. She can really act well that's why we call her the DRAMA QUEEN!!! She has a good PR in fact and that's why she can get along with all sorts of people around her. She's the only child in the family too. Nat also plans to have LOADS AND LOADS of kids in the future. She lurves babies and wanted to be a great mom next time. All the best future mummy! Not forgetting she is my skirt tucker! I didn't know how to tuck in my skirt to tell you guys the truth so I always get her to do it for me!xD Li Shia and I are back to our normal talking state after getting to know the real truth. Wanna know about Li Shia? Read my old posts...I think I've posted something about her.
Whoelse...Ally Wally!! Hahaha!!! She's still the same I guess?xP That girl reminds me of a character in spongebob. Its either spongebob or Patrik(don't know how to spell that fella's name) I HATE SPONGEBOB!! I can't see why she like it..but she act like them most of the times. That doesn't mean I hate her for it! LOL! I love her with all my heart kay!xP Ashlea aka Ashle-AH, I just lurve looking at her laughing cause whenever she laugh, her face will turn really red! And whenever she realised she did something stupid her reaction will be like this..O.O? hahaha! She enjoys fencing, and her life is all about it! She alwayz travel and she has a wide general knowledge. A humble girl she is=) Diane aka fakererestest!! Without her I guess there will be nobody who can annoy me. Sina aka pencurang, another girl who can really get on my nerves! But shez a real sweetie actually. She is my radio! I just have to sit next to her and ask her to sing for me a song she'll start singing it for me. She know most of the lyrics PERFECTLY!
Sher Reen aka baby dolphin!!! She and her indian accent! Hahaha! I can never forget her indian accent la! Li Shia once told me, Sher Reen is so funny, a chinese who always speak in indian accent. Jia Hui, my kor kor who is soooo afraid of people hurting me. She always stand up for me if anything went wrong. The thing about her is, she always bottle up her feelings so I didn't really know much about ther other side of her..
Foon Yoong aka Big Bro, I didn't expect us to be friends actually. I was harsh to her and I practically ignore her all the time as I don't trust that girl. But there's this time I didn't know why and how, I just write to note to her and tell her why not we start everything all over again. I give her a chance to know me and be my friend=) And I guess I am wrong not to give her a chance and give in to her. She wanted to know me better but I just shut her off like that for some reason and sorry for that Foon Yoong. You are a really sweet person in fact. I'm glad I give you a chance to know me better^^ Elli and Gaya! The two girls can always make me laugh! Elli with her kelam kabut attitude and Gaya with her so sensitive ways...I just enjoyed looking at them doing nonsense all the time.
Zanoah aka pumping girl!!! Hahaha!!! Just recently I get to know her true colour and I just lurve arguing with her. Kit Teng aka Kitten! My beloved childhood friend! She used to be my best friend in primary school and well, she still is my best friend now! She's patient, sweet, trustworthy, loyal, harworking, polite...anything positive you name it, she's everything positive! Anyone who dare to bully her you'll get it from me!! Evelyn aka Evilyn, she's a jolly person if you know her. She can really draw wei! She has the talent and I always admire her master piece. Though she is always with Joanna and Ramona in the class, the two girls I didn't really talk to or lets put it I DON'T TALK TO but if you go to her place to admire her master piece she'll be cracking all kinds of silly jokes. Plus she is a HARRY POTTER FAN too!!=D Mei Er aka Natalie, I don't know why so many people can't get along well with her but well, I have no hard feelings when comes to that girl. She's a sweet girl if you get to know her better she has her reason for doing certain things. And not forgetting Yamunaah aka cili padi!!! Lolz! She might be small in size but man!!! She can be loud and whacky too ya know! I'll miss her when she leave secondary school. All the best for ya SPM girl! I'll be praying for you and DO KEEP IN TOUCH WITH ME!! Devanai aka Babe being such a sweetie all the time and I can't recall how we know each other. Navitha aka Kunji, she's funny, whacky, silly and sweet! Know her since primary and we didn't keep in touch for the past few years and this year I came to know her better through Bio class. And I can never forget Sonia aka Suthe!! I have so many words to describe her! She's wonderful, loud, silly, full with her crap...she has the negative and positive in her! Negative and positive attract each other!! That's why we can get along so well(what am I crapping?)
And there's Teressa Hean aka Miao though I didn't really talk to you but I know you are a great friend indeed. I understand why are you so afraid to talk to me and I respect you for that=) Thanks for taking care of somebody for me and thanks for being such a good companion to somebody. I know I didn't have to ask you to take care of somebody for me as I know you will automatically do those good things when you know that girl. I admit its awkward whenever I wanna talk to you and you do feel the same thing but I don't mind actually. You are still a great friend of mine no matter what and I know you will not do what your group of friends did to others=p Teressa and I have been great friends since Form1 and she has a good heart and a good character in her. She will do great in the group she's mixing with.=D
Note : Most of their nick names are given by me=) Don't blame me for spoiling your name ok! Cause I have a nick name too.. Wen Lynn aka Stitchy Itchy(translate to BM, Stitchy-Gatal)! There! Happy?
Lastly, thanks guys for being sooooo supportive all this while. Without you guys I don't think the year will be such fun. Its a GREAT year indeed. And I dread to face 2008!!>.< REAL blessing indeed! And I cannot stop thanking God for letting things happen as it is though I didn't want certain things to happen. I really think God loves me so much to put me into so many test this year.
